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2008-08-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

I think the blood vessel in my leg that led to the bruise is still broken. :( Additionally, I feel weirdly nostalgic! (I want to blast Britney and Enya.)

Today was quite fun; my class is overflooding with funny people! (See class blog for proof.) I almost muacked alina today as a forfeit, but she didn't come (maybe to avoid me) so I kissed Bel. No big deal haha! Get well soon... no NOW, tzya! ;D

My brain is capable of turning everything boring and mundane in my life interesting! I can survive azkaban :)

2008-07-01T22:54:00.001+08:00

rdyobsyr/eptf[trdd/vp,

GUESS WHAT.
I'm moving. :)
Where?
Think.

2008-06-30T22:19:00.002+08:00

Amend from miss chengxin: lol! im not going crazy lorh!! im er, putting on my useless thinking cap:D haha!and we sat BESIDE the uncles, who didnt want to leave even when st.mar's girls are seating on the rest of the seats-.-

And chengxin and joy have figured out my code! :D Joy before cx, that is!! lol~

chengxin. says:
i was there liao lor! just that i translated to...
iloe
cos that time you havent put fndl!
so its i love <3
then i translated to iloe<3
and it doesnt make sense HAHHA

Okay, cx. You don't make much sense too :D
HOORAY to codes!

2008-06-30T19:27:00.004+08:00

YAY I am using my OWN laptop on the internet finally :DDD
Today I went to buy the wireless network card for my lappie after getting back from Macs, cos my dad didn't buy as he was sick. It was the first time I ran an errand non-grudgingly xD

I wore this super cute monkey+spongebob cartoony shirt in baby pink (chengxin knows, I bought in china :D), and many kids were staring at me! This boy I stared back at (on the bus back) blushed HAHA! He stared at me non-knowingly for 5 seconds :P

The internet connection is not bad, considering that it's a lappie.

OH, today I went to macs with meiling, chengxin, rachel, chenyi, bel, nicole and joanna! We wanted to go to Island Creamery, but it was very full except for the tiny colorful seats that kids sit on to draw :X Nicole actually wanted to sit there! HAHAHA

Then we went to macs, but it was flooded too, and definitely no seats for 8 people! And the worst thing was, there were 3 uncles seating at the round table meant for ~~NINE~~ TENNNNN PEOPLE TO SIT AT, and they didn't order anything and were hogging the entire place to themselves can -.-;

We wanted to give them hints, so we walked closeclose to them. But they went on to order food (1 meal I think), so technically we can't do anything. -___-;;;
Very sian! There should be a sign that says "No business discussion from xxpm to xxpm" along with the "No studying" signs! Why adults can just sit there comfortably while we poor, tired students have to stand and wait around for them to finish talking?! Where is the justice!

Haha but the uncles are quite aware of themselves, 'cos they ate quickly and soon we got the seats :D Some of us tried to mix the sauces, and normal people like me were quite grossed out :X I ate sundae and shared coke and fries with meiling, so I only spent $2.50! >D

When going home, Nicole suddenly exclaimed "EHH your handphone is the same as Alina's!" in a delighted sort of way. I was like, "No, got one part different, but I bet you can't tell HAHHAA"

So Nicole was quite frustrated, and she ended up asking me, "What is the difference? :(" in a very very cheng2 ken3 way!! HAHA it was damn hilarious :) I refused to tell her, being very mean! :D I said, "You can ask Alina if you want. AALLLIINNNNAAAA!!!" I screamed, cos apparently we were just under Alina's block -.-

And I'm driving chengxin crazy too, cos she can't figure out what's my msn nickname, which I changed to "o ;pbr fndl@"! Chenyi, Alina and Meiling has all understood it, or so they said! Jiayou chengxin HAHAHAHAHHA

LALALA I shall continue to install fonts/brushes and download pictures/songs/wallpapers!!!
:D
Can you feel my JOY (yes joy feel honoured again -_-)

2008-06-28T16:45:00.002+08:00

:D I just came back from watching Penelope! It was quite nice; 'cos I am a sucker for shaggy haired pianists xD

Was going to do Library service today, but the person in charge told us we had to sign up online first. Big deal. So me & Portia straightened some admin business instead :DD We hogged the counter for 1 whole hour HAHA!

The first week of the term passed with me being sick in the middle -_-; Not a good sign!

I need a new blogskin! :(
...
Something is seriously wrong with my connection. There's a red "ERROR" bar above this post, autosave failed, and my gmail has gone berserk. -.-;

I am in a funky mood, even though my homework awaits. And I still have yet to dig out my NYAA booklet (the smaller and more ex one HAHAH).

My mum complained that she couldn't see what I was posting, cos the font size is too small. T_T
But then again, THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT :) Maybe everyone should have teensy fonts so their parents can't tell what they're writing! Then again, microsoft word stinks.

When you're a fan, life is harddd.

I just hyperventilated 'cos I spotted someone named "ohjunsu!" in blogskins.
doushite?!! -_-;

NO NO NO. I am going to resist the temptation to use a DBSK skin. :)

-half an hour later-

I just burnt 400 calories by washing my huge zinc bag and nygh socks. :D
I shall secretly turn on the air con while my parents go out and swim (yes, at night. zzz)!
And SH*T I've still not found my ideal blogskin! Yes, call me fickle and indecisive, whatever. ):

NO, it's not just a blogskin! It determines how I feel everytime I look at my blog, and how YOU will feel, my fan. :)

-self indulgent-
...
-1 hour later-

Oooh YAY I love this new skin! :D
Even though I lost my links and stuff. :/ SIAN. Everyone should take the opportunity to tag me with your urls! D: I don't think I get tagged enough! Maybe I should copy meiling and remove my cbox. :/

I think the left bar is ugly 'cos I'm too long-winded, but nevermind. :9 Color-coding is tiring but interesting. xD Eh I don't even know the time now leh. Someone update me. -.-;

LET'S PLAY A GAME :D
Who can break the code below?
o ;pbr upi!

If you can, I can treat you to ice-cream :DD Really! And it is a code! I SWEARS! :0
Georgi says she dunno :O Hint: think keyboard!

georgina. says:
DD: i feel quite stupid
o ;pbr upi <3 says:
haha nevermind
many people feel dumb near me =DDD
georgina. says:
TELL ME LAH
o ;pbr upi <3 says:
hahaha jkjkjk
georgina. says:
WTH

Ooh my brother is home liao! :D I shall blog again soon.
See you, my beloved! Dajia can sms me if you are bored! ^^

2008-06-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK (:
ni men you mei you xiang wo ah?

Meiling smsed me through roaming to ask me if she needs to jie ji :D hahaha so cute!!
Yesterday on the plane I was stoning lah. I DON'T WANNA COME BACK D:

Come back for what?! Don't have dbsk, don't have mommy, have SCHOOL somemore, and HOMEWORK awaiting me! (Yes I shall attempt it. Later :D)

I just hung my dbsk calender above my beddd :DDD (yes tsk all you want!). It looks perrrfect hehehe! I bought a dbsk fanfic by accident can -.-; At least inside got tons of photos. :)

Oh man suddenly it dawned on me what 'hwaiting' meant -____-;;;;
I never bothered to read it/look at it properly HAHAA
Yeah HWAITING :D

Then jaemin is what? SO HWAITERS?
Hahahaha~
Cannot wait for the next album~~~

Okay I sound fangirlish too. ):
P.S. I feel like hogging all the merchandise to myself and not giving anyone =D

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう?

2008-06-15T14:21:00.002+08:00

I bought like 10 more cd, dvds, books and whatnot from the net. :)
There is SOOO much anime stuff on dangdang dot com :DDD Bleach 133 eps in DVD for 30 rmb! That's like, 7 sing dollars. n____n The CDs are like 30rmb each too, with dvd! eheheheh~~~
Yeah, I love China.
In total I bought 33 pieces of clothes and 3 pairs of shoes! And 2 bags. :D I think the number doesn't stop here HAHAHA.

Blogspot refused to work for me again!
megaproxymegaproxymegaproxy. :) Yay to Joy eheheheheh~
(I sound evil today x3)

Ahh, I shall go youtubing! ^^ Later I'm going out to eat dinner! I love restaurants HAHAHA
Next week my mum promised to bring me to a jap ressie :D (ressie: restaurant)

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING SOON! ):
Butbut, it has been very fun and fruitful for me! I ordered 6 geog books today :D
Of course, I am literally inclined; DUH.
Mr Low I'm very guai, I read pride and prejudice! LOL

toodle noodles!

2008-06-13T11:27:00.008+08:00

WOOOOO~~~~
The concert is over ):

BUT IT ROCKED :DDDD
Parents, teachers, please keep away. Click on the button on the top right corner of this interface.

THEY WERE FREAKING HOT CAN!!! XDDDD
Junsu stripped! :0
Changmin was SIZZLING!
Jaejoong was super shuai!
Yunho was awesome!
Micky was cool, but had bad hair! :DDDD

It was totally worth the money :D:D:D

The pictures of the concert are with chengxin cos she forgot to pass to me to upload, HAHA, so you can't see it. But you can satisfy your desires with pictures of big mei nvs! Taken with my 2 megapixel handphone WAHAHAHA

Airporttt :D

BEFORE THE CONCERT n_____n

Of course, CHENGXIN - the one who thought she lost her camera but actually threw it into a basket of merchandise -.-; The stall owners very nicely kept it for her. HAHA stoopeed. :P

AFTER the concert :) People were weeping around us! So saddd, but I didn't cry haha -.-; Nor did chengxin. I think. o__o

U-know (hahaha), we moved forward by 33 rows! -.-; Cos we were there early and it was quite empty LOL! We were in the 44th row of the stadium, then we ended up in the 11th (yes what's with the numbers huh). :DDD

In the next update you can see the difference with Chengxin's camera! My binoculars were awesome, so we could see quite clearly, with the screen and everything. And we were in the MIDDLE yay :D We were 3 seats away from the 2008 RMB seats can -____-;; We only paid 880 HAHAHA

I was waving my light stick so hard, it was like hitting an invisible pinata O_O And me and chengxin were screaming the whole time lol~! The people infront are irritated I think!

Junsu was super hot can. I think I like him, everytime he comes out I will semi-melt and shriek. :D He stripped and threw his cap! I WANT ;-; Changmin was above my expectations - but he missed his part once and chengxin said he stuck out his tongue :3 Micky's voiice broke in one of the high notes hehehe! Yunho very funny, he kept changing jackets - like every 10 seconds? x_x I was like wth?! And his airplane thing (yes there's an airplane thing) got stuck! Haha and people had to rescue him! Jaejoong was perspiring like mad!!! :DDD

I shall show you my merchandises! :DDD

I spent around 300rmb on merch! Chengxin reckons she spent 600 or something :PP She bought 2 big posters (dunno why she got the jaejoong one) and 1 shirt designed by micky for 150rmb, which is quite ex.

In the picture above: "I heart dongbangshinki" shirt in korean and cassiopeia logo behind; 5 badges of individual members; yunjae mousepad, bunny ears, junsu cross-stitch pack (keychain?), TVXQ badge, kimjunsu badge in chinese, "O" album with cd&dvd, and of course the lovely JUNSU PILLOW COVER ♥

In the picture above (paiseh its upside-down): yunjae fan, cute junsu fan, five-in-the-black cd+dvd, dbsk photo calender 2008 (huge, chengxin got the smaller one), and awesome dbsk recyclable bag :DD with printed signatures hahaha

THIS IS NOT THE END. Not in picture: Yunho flag (free), light sticks (40cm long hahaha), song lyrics printed by fans (free), xiahjunsu name tag (red like nanyang's one! but in korean :P)

I am still going online to shop!! :D I will edit this post next time with CONCERT PHOTOS -drooldrool- and more info!

2008-06-09T10:39:00.002+08:00

Random Fact: You know, I never knew I had childhood asthma until this year. -.-; I just assumed the cough likes me. And I thought I was lucky that my mum pulled me out of school every time I coughed. :/

Beijing air SUCKS.
Everyone is smoking. I can smell smoke now.
Maybe that's because my mum's bf is a smoker. Ewww. And yes I'm still here D:

(Brother in bg: WHERE ARE MY CARDS. CARDS. CARDS. CARDS. CARDS. CARDS. CARDS.)

...

The theme park was damn tiring can!!!
The queues were LOONNNNGGGGGGG even with the S-shaped lines. u___u;
And after learning physics, I am more scared of flying out from the rollercoasters! I went on a tiny one (which was scary enough to get my mum to tear) and the kind of circular one that turns you upsidedown first, then spin 360 degrees. -.-' Two words: vomit-inducing.

The haunted house sucked. We queued for 1.5 hours, and there's like nothing inside. The girl in front of us is very qianbian!! Scream for nothing and grab on to her 'dad' (who doesn't seem much older...), like the kind of vixen in tv shows if you get what I mean. :/

We wanted to sit on the ride that resembled wild wild wet, the go up and zoom down to the water one. :) But A LOT of people!! My mum interviewed someone who waited for 1.5h, then he say he's like 30% down the queue only. -____- So of course, no one wanted to wait (aside from my brother).

Then we went home first, and I blew on the recorder for 1 hour, HAHAHAA
It resembled the dizi very much, aside from the fact that the high notes were awful, and it doesn't take much effort to blow. Makes me guilty about not practising... CONCERTCONCERT -gaspgasp- I brought my dizi to china. @_@;;

Then we went to eat at "lao3 bei3 jing1", which of course serves china food. They served 10 free tiny rice dumplings with red bean paste! xD

Then the spa~! Its nice, except naked women walk around the changing room the whole time and I can't really tell people apart without my specs. ><; Some of the spa waters were a bit dirty, so have to choose carefully. The place not bad, cos of VIP card, 75 RMB per person only. The staff there address you as "gui4 bin1" HAHAHA damn shuang. There are many pools to choose from, each with exotic names!

Then they have free shampoo, toothbrush, toothpaste, comb, towel, clothes (plain white), hair drying facilities, so I felt very clean after that. OH, got something you must try! Its a very pretty room with dividers and a pillow in each section, and hot spring water runs through the ground so you feel the heat! :D Like in a warm, non-sweaty sauna, maybe cos its my last stop hahaa~

When I got home I was very very tired, and I replied smses... Stupid alina, she sent me sms though I was in China -_- Eh alina, is the thing at night? At night got olympics leh D: As a fan of me and my blog, I'm sure you'll read this AHAHAHA! I think we have the same phone. :D

Today I slept until 8, then cos everyone was still sleeping I continued. CHINA'S SUN RISES VERY EARLY. No wonder we're called the east -_- (-reminded of "Rising Sun"- O.O) The sun is up by 5am or something. By 6am its like 8am in SG. >.<

Due to my sore and "po4 pi2"ed feet (*), I am resolved to stay at home today and watch DVDs! :D

* HAHAHAA alina!!! The msn conver. -.-
Explanation: Alina was telling me about how some tablet pc has a fingerprint reader and its 1.6k only or something, and I said, "if you po4pi2 how?? then you cannot on comp! that's bad!" Ya what, if you put plaster also cannot leh. So not fang1 bian4.

2008-06-07T18:26:00.003+08:00

YOU ALL DA-BIANNNNS!!!
Joanna, Jenzi, Bel, Nicole, Rachel, Alina, Melwee, Samrae, Chengxin, Chenyi, Jem, Kelly, Peilih, Meiling, Georgi! (from class blog :D)
Class birthday very fun hor?! Stupid, I bet no one lamented my ... unpresence!
;-;

CHENGXIN IS IN BEIJING! I am desperately trying to sms her, but all fail leh! wtf!
(Being in a less civilized city does things to you.)

I don't think here got a lot of merchandise, dongbang peeps! For all the days I've been here, I bought about 25 pieces of clothing, 3 pairs of shoes, and only 1 magazine with DBSK! (Which I acquired today HAHA). Inside content not bad, but mostly black and white -.- Got Changmin's diary entries ^.^ -cough-

OH YEAH. I can no longer blog as easily! Blogger dot com refused to load as well, along with a great list of other websites T_T

I'm in my bf... NO NO. My mum's bf's apartment (which is freaking big with 2 storeys). I'm sitting in the study with the megaHUGE comp. screen.

-brother rushes in "HEY DO YOU WANNA SEE KORKOR'S PSP"-
-glances. "Old. Black. Chenyi's." continue typing-

Anyway, yesterday I ...

Brother: Can I have a psp in the future?
Me: Yeah whatever
Brother: Why is it 'brother'?? -indicates the screen-
Me: -stares back- ... What's mum doing?
Brother: ... ... -5 seconds later- Isn't she cooking? -runs away-

:) Nothing like a good distraction.

Yesterday I dreamt of NANYANG! :D The dream was very retarded!
I dreamt that there was a parent-teacher meeting, and everyone in nanyang stayed back afterschool to cook maggie mee for dinner. -.- I literally dreamt of EVERYONE.
Yes, yes, you too.
(Even Bellani's retarded face :DDD)
It's okay, she doesn't read my blog :X

OH YEAH. Joy is here too! :3
Yo JOYYYY
If there is destiny, I will meet you! With Chengxin too LOL

Later I'm going to ktv.
Or spa. Haven't decided! ><
Life is full of decisions :) -watch as onlookers froth with anger-

Tomorrow I'm going to a theme park...
The day after next I'm going to the science center or something, cos its public holiday! Wahahaha!

And then I'm probably going to Chengxin's uncle house (because according to my mum that's the golden district) and we shall SPEND THE DAY TOGETHER MUAHAHAA -more people froths-

I shall have the heck of a time here because I MISSED FREAKING CLASS BIRTHDAYYY D:
I bet everyone forgot about me, so sad wor~ :((
BU YAO JIN. @_@
12june should be able to make up for it! My mum borrowed binoculars for me n___n

I might not be able to blog again until I go back to SG, which is FREAKING LONG. T____T
Maybe I should go and brush up on my Korean for the concert.

-just saw homework list-

...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I've only done LA compre! -.-

-nice guy chooses this moment to bring in orange juice-
-smiles. "thank you" angelically.-

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
HOW?!
omg -.- Haven't even done Bio! And MATHS! And CHINESE! Now got IHHHHH!!!!
I dunno physics and chem. Eheh. :/

The nice guy is my mum's bf's son, who probably thinks that I am snobby and dao.
The words I've said to him don't total up to ten u___u;;
Not my fault! I shy mah.

Eeyer MSN no people one! -__-; Everyone eating I think?
I STILL CAN'T SMS CHENGXIN D:
I'm going crazy. Am I too reliant on handphones? Or the internet?

I think I am! Or I wouldn't be feeling so insecure!
How did one cope twenty years ago??

Ooh there's a short circuit.
Lucky the comp is still on. High-techness 0___0
I shall post now! Running out of things to write -.-

Toodles!

2008-06-02T08:57:00.000+08:00

The first plane ride was terrible, but they gave out free haagen daas ice cream! :D I got chocolate while the uncle on my left got strawberry, and the aunty on my right kena-ed vanilla. :) I was sitting in the first row so in-front got no TV screen, have to pull up from the side like the stupid Lecture Theatre tables. I was lazy so didn't watch tv.

Then I waited in HK for around 2 hours... Oh the officer found the pair of scissors in my pencil case! Wth lah they really can see everything. But he let me off because the tip was rounded. :) HK has really high mountains, from the plane you can see that they poke through the clouds! -.-

The plane ride to BJ was far more interesting. I had a WINDOW+WING SEAT (I dunno why I always kena wing seat - meaning the wing extends right next to you, term invented by me :D), and the view was superb. Food sucked though! There was no stranger sitting next to me, meaning I had two screens to myself! :DDD I watched a Korean movie about this golddigger who was pretty and stuff (chick flick), and the Johnny Depp movie about the barber's shop...

Can't remember the titles, because I'm at home (living with grandparents, mum and brother who's 9) now, sneezing like there's no tomorrow. D:
Its darn cold... -brrr-
I specifically told my grandparents that I'm not going out today. I shall attempt to finish the LA compre :D

Being extremely cost-efficient, I'm blogging in Notepad first then pasting this into blogger ^^
My mum still uses dial-up. -.-; Her excuse is that she doesn't use the internet at home. It runs at 50kbps, nothing compared to 250mbps at home - but I shall be grateful.

BECAUSE THIS LAPTOP WILL BELONG TO ME! :D
Yes, ladies and gentlemen, jinyao the awesome is finally getting her own laptop!!
AND -drumrolls-......

I'm exchanging HANDPHONES with my mum :0
It has a 2.0 megapixel Nokia phone that looks awesomey! n___________n,
She said my phone isn't bad-looking. Yeah, well, that's like the only good attribute it has. -looks at phone guiltily-
-recovers- It has 1 GB of expandable space too!

Person in background: Eh, doesn't every phone has that?

OY. My current phone has 10mb of measly storage space, whereby I could only stuff the stupid cowboy song in. T.T
My dreams are coming true!!

But I feel guilty, 'cos my mum's boyfriend bought her that phone. -.- And they're getting married in August, just bought the rings yesterday. Apparently he has a goodlooking son, but my mum says he is fat! How to be goodlooking and fat at the same time?! Can you imagine, like, a fat Changmin e___e;; He's the same age as me too! Scah-ly I like him how? INCEST OMG

But it doesn't matter, I'm going to his house (there's a spa house nearby!) on Sunday and staying over, so hopefully I'll get to see him. ^.^

AHAHAHAHA
I SHALL CONQUER THE CYBERWORLD WITH MY PSP, LAPTOP AND NEW PHONE! >DDD
Feel jealous, fellow minions!
I shall never miss a SIA deadline again! Feel my prowess, you beings!!

Person in bg: No more SIA liao lahzxzxz
-cough-

MY MUM SAYS I'M FAT. :(
She doesn't just SAY, she emphasizes! She harps on it day and night, actually!
And she says I have dry hair.
Oh, and I am too tanned.

FINE.
FINE!

How do you expect me to build up my self-confidence you tell me? HUH? "Fat" is not a word to be said to teenage girls, mum!
Materially I am satisfied, but I still have not achieved self-actualization!

Now I think I am fat too. My grandparents are not helping by forcing me to eat a lot during meals.

OH, and my mum thinks that my hair is hopeless, cannot rebond. WTF.
At least when I need curly hair I don't have to do much to it. -.-;
My mum's hair is damn straight can! SHE NEVER REBOND ;-; Where did the stupid genes go, you tell me!

She is forcing me to use toner and the other makeup crap. U__U
Moisturizers feel so oily! And the china air is so unclean, it's clogging up my pores!
But at least I'm getting fairer (I think), either due to the sun here or my garnier facial foam. ^-^
You know, I SWEAR everything looks yellower in Singapore! Maybe the surroundings look misty and white because of the dust.

-sneezes-

I can't wait for 12th June! :D

Aww, fellow beings, don't be jarlous.
Think of all the verbal humiliation I'm getting every day x_x
At least everyone here agrees that I'm intelligent. They're all smitten by my Rubik's cube skills! :D

I've officially run out of things to write about, harhar!
Do you all miss me?!
Must not have too much fun without me okay D:
jkjk lah.
Go and have fun, but remember to mug for tests too. ^^

2008-05-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

I'll be on the plane in 12 hrs!

My flight is at 11am - wake up early to bid me goodbye; then you shall not sms me for 3 weeks. :)

Alina, my avid fan, shall weep till the 21st, when I return to SG. None of you shall have any fun on 4th june 'cos I'm not there, and all of you will be jealous of me on e 12th! >:D YEAH THE CURSE OF JINYAO'S TRIP HEHEHEH

(I used up too much of my gd fortune alrdy! Today I'm super suay after remedials! T.T I waited 1/2 an hr for 961 & popular had a blackout when I walked in)

2008-05-29T21:18:00.003+08:00

Chengxin asked me to blog so here goes.
-MSN conversations blink in the background. IGNORES.-

I'm going to China for 3 weeks in 2 days' time! D:
You you and you will miss me right?!? v-v;; I am going to miss CLASS BIRTHDAY! SO SADDD ;-;
I know I will miss many people, like you, you, you, you and you! Oh yah, you too -.-

-annoying MSN conver blinks more-

Well, there's one person that I won't miss.
CHENGXINNNNNN~~~~~<33333333333

AHHHH
<33333 :D
Yes I know!
I don't really!

But... THE TICKETS ARE BOOKED.

Chengxin is going too!

Its in Beijing, 12th June, and we have 880 RMB seats! :DDDD Its in the middle! (Many people have just rolled their eyes lol~)

Everything is a great and wonderful coincidence HAHAHA! That's why I feel happy and sad.

Happy: get to see mum & others, SHOP, watch DBSK concert!
Sad: miss people & class b-day! and missing cca practices makes me guilty. ):

Melissa don't be sad!
I shall try and buy merchandise while you stay here and practice purple line moves :D

(Meiling you are influencing me. I almost typed "mooooves" -.-)

I love my internet connection! Gunbound is 90% plus downloaded!
WOO That's heck fast.
And I downloaded it through firefox.
OKAY ITS DONE HAHAHA
I shall go and play gunbound (old school, i know.)
Nicole and Bel played today! It's addicting, seriously.

Pamela's getting married in Maple tomorrow btw, sad that I can't go because MEILING and CHENYI wanna eat lunch first =.='
Yi Wei and Natalie are going to lan shop just to attend you know!

Best wishes to Pamela for stepping into the gravestone of ~~love~~ flirting HAHA!

SHIT. My junior just said that for one part there will be a solo for 4 people.
-screams- Elise, where are you when we need you? ):

2008-05-28T19:52:00.003+08:00

Another day of remedials and post-remedial activities! :D
Today went badmintoning with Meiling, chenyi, georgi, rachel, jenzi, and beehiang :DD Yes, beehiang is in the badminton team. ): Which makes me seem even lousier, waah ;-;

After we played for a while, Joanna and dameinv came to join us for dunch :)
We went to KFC (again), and 9 of us sat together, amazingly ^^ Chenyi, meiling and cx did disgusting stuff to the remains of the cheese fries' sauce. Apparently it smelt disgusting. -.-; Then we went to shop for earrings, I SAW A PRETTY PAIR but the shop don't let us mix and match. T_T Joanna bought some ugly chick-thing (okay lah, not that bad) and Georgi bought...

(changmin. has logged in)
(omg!!)
(says: <3333)

That was chengxin, she changed her nick after i said it resembled changmin's name cos I mistook it for changmin once xD Turns out that only 2 alphabets are different u___u;

By the way YES I LOVE CHANGMIN. Even though I hate him with curly hair, he is still cute :D Why him? Dunno leh. Love is blind and without reason HAHAHA -falls into hole-
AHEM
Okay don't digress. Georgi bought ear sticks.
I was complaining the whole time lor, I want stainless steel rings! D: But who will buy for me?! It's too ex for me to "she3 de2" to buy for myself!! Sigh~

Then I went to comics connection to buy stuff that I WILL NEVER SHOW YOU ahhaahahahaha
Changmin is mine<33
-obsessed and possessive-
-maybe possessed-

Meiling said, "I think the world is hopeless now. Even someone as clear-minded as you have fallen into the hole, what about commoners like us? Haiz"

C'MON, Meiling, even Spiderman has a crush :D I can still be rational and ...

(cx calls: AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)

I'm so excited that I can't blog. =.=

2008-05-27T22:03:00.001+08:00

THIS IS SO SWEET!

See more pics of heart-kun here:
http://www.snopes.com/photos/animals/heartkun.asp

jinyao the royal :D

2008-05-27T20:41:00.002+08:00

Jin (Chinese: 金; pinyin: Jīn) is a Chinese family name. It literally means "gold" and is No. 29[1] of the Hundred Family Surnames.

Jin is an ancient surname and is over 4000 years old. The surname was first mentioned during the period of the Yellow Emperor a legendary Chinese sovereign and cultural hero who is considered in Chinese mythology to be the ancestor of all Han Chinese. The legend behind the Jin surname is as follows.

When the Yellow Emperor's son Yi Zhi (Shaohao) succeeded him, the day he was installed as leader, a golden phoenix flew down and perched on top of a house right opposite where he sat. His followers reckoned it was an auspicious beginning. They decided to use gold as the emblem of their tribe. Since he was their leader they titled him Jin Tian Shi (golden skys) and the name of their tribe was known as Jin Tian Tribe whose settlement was in Qufu (present day Qufu city in Shandong province MY GRANDDAD'S HOME :D). Yi Zhi died in 2515BCE. Some of his descendants adopted Jin as their surnames and left off the words Tian Shi (skys).

The surname also appeared in an area called Pengcheng during the Han Dynasty (206BCE to 220CE). The present day location of Pengcheng prefecture is in Tong Shan Xian in Jiangsu province China.

After the fall of the Qing Dynasty, many members of the imperial family changed their surname from the Manchu name Aisin Gioro to Jin. Aisin also means "gold" in the Manchu language.

From wikipedia!
I may be royalty :D
Maybe that's why my second name also came from an emperor!

Yao (Traditional Chinese:堯, Simplified Chinese:尧) (2358 - 2258 BC) was a legendary Chinese ruler, one of the Three Sovereigns and the Five Emperors. Also known as Yaotang-shi (陶唐氏), he was born Yi Fangxun (伊放勳) or Yi Qi (伊祈) as the second son to Emperor Ku and Qingdu (慶都). He is also known as Tang Yao (唐堯).

Often extolled as the morally perfect sage-king, Yao's benevolence and diligence served as a model to future Chinese monarchs and emperors. Early Chinese often speak of Yao, Shun and Yu as historical figures, and contemporary historians believe they may represent leader-chiefs of allied tribes who established a unified and hierarchical system of government in a transition period to the patriarchal feudal society.

According to legend, Yao became the ruler at 20 and died at 119 when he passed his throne to Great Shun, to whom he gave his two daughters in marriage.

Of his many contributions, Yao is said to have invented the game of Go, reportedly as an amusement for his slow-witted son Dan Zhu.

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He invented a GAME for goodness' sake!
Maybe I got my IQ from this guy hahaha! But I don't want a slow-witted son. :(

2008-05-27T19:56:00.004+08:00

nau·se·a [naw-zee-uh, -zhuh, -see-uh, -shuh]

1.	sickness at the stomach, esp. when accompanied by a loathing for food and an involuntary impulse to vomit.

2.	extreme disgust; loathing; repugnance.

I am dying.
I feel like throwing upppp! Ever since the stupid fish and chips meal in Long John Silvers' that cost me an arm and a leg. And playing DJ Max Portable 2 isn't helping.

My stomach is weirrddd. I think I'm dying soon, Portia Lim's prophecy is coming true. T.T
I shall live three more days then I can die in my homeland! Hopefully I don't die in Hongkong where I have to transfer flight (by myselffff! so poor thing right :( )

Today was quite another happy day :D
Pei lih came, like I asked her to, haha! (Stupid smart people who don't have to come to remedials)
But I feel sorry for wulaoshi, who had to endure our noise throughout the lesson. She's trying so hard but I don't feel like I'm living up to her expectations :( Sorry laoshi I will arrange my file and hand in tomorrow :D

Mr Kuo said that there are 6 people who made the percentage and not the MSG. I AM ONE OF THEM D: AND MY MSG IS DAMN LOWWW (as in, high). Maybe its because I wasted marks for every subject. 4 for LA, 3 for Chinese, 3 for Physics, 3 for Bio, 5 for Chem, 2 for Maths :/ Yeah I know, too bad for me.

Chemistry was quite useful lah, even though its borrriiinnngggg (yeah i'm sick. bear with my droning :D). I think I will fall asleep tomorrow, got MATHS and BIO - sleep-induction, anyone?! -.-; Maths is

OMG A LARRRGGGGEEEE MOZZIE LANDED ON MY ARM. I hit it thrice and it's wing broke off, and I swept it away. =.=;;;; Gross!

Anyway Maths is a brain-grinder and bio is just... well, bio. Ten years' series somemore! @_@;

Today I went to eat after lessons with Meiling, Chenyi, Chengxin, Nicole and Jenzi at Lot 1! :D Jenzi didn't eat with us though.
We had Long John Silvers'! It wasn't bad but very very oily (agreed by cx)! Probably the cause of my suffering lor. ><; And the person tricked me to upsize leh.

"Medium coke?"
What else? "Yah"

But it's upsize liao! The normal one is regular. -.-; So stupiddd la, Chenyi got tricked by the same person. If someone said this in court it would have warranted an "objection", as you are misleading the person in question!

So I paid 35 cents more. Big deal, you say, but I am like broke can!
We wanted to take neoprints but due to stupid renovations, the neoprint shop has vanished!
Then we went to comics connection and chenyi and chengxin drooled over DBSK stuff. Poor Nicole was very bored as observed by Meiling! HAHA she lived in Eunos and still came with us just to eat. T.T

Hmm then we went our separate ways and me, chenyi and meiling discussed PSP stuff (as there were two geeks right in front of us playing psp).
PSPs are so useful :D I exploit mine to its full extent! I have used every function of it except for skype ^^

I think not a lot of people would have understood my ramblings on Maple and the weird poem I posted, which is good. :D You can ask Pamela for information though, hahah

Why are you ignoring me?
Life tastes like Evian without you.
chaimuteso!

2008-05-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

TO DEAR

You are the pin I once had.
Aesthetically, you aren't bad
Yet when enough of you I've had
You comply not, pulling out strands.

When will you understand?
I no longer care!
Hints, lies, finally glares
When will you get off my back?

Maybe you don't get it yet
Perhaps you're dense
(What's the point of this post then?)

For you I say
In laymen's terms,
its the end.

Note: This poem gets shorter and shorter in the end, just like my attention span for you.

2008-05-26T14:57:00.000+08:00

Bro's back from camp, using psp again. :/ Ooh I can't wait for the next psp software update! Got organizer, flash player & playlist creation :D

Today I went home with meilinggg :D I can be myself around her, which isn't very common haha!

Tickle.com says that my sense of humour is sarcasm. -.- I KNOW BUT WHAT TO DO!? haiz i know i can be mean, sorry lah. >< But i try!

Today's lessons were quite ok though boring. :/ Mr kuo agreed to amend my report slip hehe! And I think I'm starting to sms too much. -_-

2008-05-24T20:57:00.003+08:00

HOLY-HOLY-HOLIDAYS :D

Today was spent mapling. =.=;
Pamela loke is getting married, and I have to look "presentable" to attend the ceremony.

FINE, FINE, I FELT LIKE PLAYING. ><
The thing downloaded exceptionally fast. -kisses modem-
BUT LAG LIKE HELL WHEN PLAYING.
I played 2 accounts can! Initially I wanted to create a Dragon Knight, but spear is DAMN SLOW AND BORING. So I decided to make a crusader. I PLAY UNTIL LEVEL 15 THEN DECIDED I WANTED A BANDIT, WTH.

My bandit-to-be is level 13 now, in Cass. :D

I'm watching a TVXQ video on youtube for no reason, courtesy of ms yapcx. I shall decide if they are really so good later HAHAHA! I shall not fall into the pit! -straps self to tree-

There's very little people online tonight! o.o; Never exceed 4 for my ny contacts. MAYBE I HAVE VERY LITTLE CONTACTS GASPGASP.
Add me!

I am ego hear me roar.
I think this week I got a lot of compliments - besides the fact that I am very tall and funny, which people cannot seem to get out of their mind.

Victoria is SOOO CUTE! :D She said, "I only think that you are very pro because you can solve rubik's cube and vibrate your eyes." Of course, there are a lot of things she didn't mention. xD
Pamela said, "Woah your reaction is very fast" during table-tennis :D Meiling said it to me twice this year or something!
And Portia Lim, as usual, worships me. xD

So I am contented, even though this week was supposed to be my pms week. Bel and Alina could tell I think! Paiseh. x_x

Okay I finished the video already. :D They are quite cute! But I will never 'love' them like the 8 insane people in my class! (I hope.) Maybe I will just buy the album.

I HAVE A SERIOUS CRAVING TO EAT ICE CREAMMM.
-screams- (no pun intended)
...
Fine, I'm not getting ice cream today. FINE. (Alina's favourite word!)

I feel sticky!
Sian, is it the rainy season? Why do I keep perspiring?! The freaking window is open!
And I'm not supposed to turn on the air con! It's like a sauna. x_x

It's almost eleven now! I started blogging this at 8, and I just left it here HAHA.

Conclusion: dbsk is quite funny! junsu is adorable, but changmin appeals to me more. :D I shall stick to dbsk, cos tvxq and dongbang sounds so foreign. xD

SHIT I SOUND LIKE A FAN.
At least I don't sound like an air con ><
(yeah, stop rolling your eyes, they're falling out.)

I didn't even go for PTM today, haha!
I don't know what mr kuo said of me! Maybe he still thinks that I use the computer a lot.
HELLO!?
I USE IT LIKE, TWICE A MONTH. (maybe a bit more, but its the holidays!)

Hmm its officially eleven. I shall go and watch wo cai soon :D
Yeah I'm a busy person! ><

1 MORE WEEK TO CHINA!!
I'm going to buy so many things. <333
Anyone want CD can tell me!

Tsk I have to go offline liao.
My mum kan wo bu shuang. Zzz

Do all teenagers dislike their parents or what? -.-;
They want to control you, but don't really show concern! Its like they're scared of me or something. My mum keep coming into my brother's room (where I am now) to see if I turned on the aircon, or to find something to scold me about. T_T Some adults are really weird.

2 MORE YEARS.
in praise of solitude. :)

2008-05-23T19:52:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE.
Even though my first week is filled with holiday lessons. But still. :)

Yay I feel happy, I can blog in a row :D
My brother is at a 4-day camp!
I have so many constructive (okay, maybe not) things to do! Like watching Mai Otome, downloading AHEM moozak, and doing all sorts of things that are legal :DDD

Today Potato Lim gave me Toblerone for apologizing (haha) for not giving me my birthday present. She didn't have to, but it did provide me with some energy, 'cause I was stuck in class (with the 2 satans at the back of the class) doing work. =.=

And I just finished the last 3 triangles! ^^
And thanks Wanting for saving my life during dazu today by giving me one of your bread. :)

the r&r club 说:
you're talking twit.
"ure" isn't a word
portia (: 说:
you are *
i bet you dont understand ^^
the r&r club 说:
HA,
funny.
I thought I invented chatspeak
portia (: 说:
what's that o.o
the r&r club 说:
T_____________T
portia (: 说:
emoticon?
the r&r club 说:
..
its okay.
portia (: 说:
!!
what's that
the r&r club 说:
...
portia (: 说:
i dont have anything i dont know lor!
: D
the r&r club 说:
right.
portia (: 说:
>:(
the r&r club 说:
I shall blog that.
portia (: 说:
:/
it's a fact^^

Why do I have stupid MSN conversations so often ><;
And Bella just said that I daoed her at the NYGH bus stop. Paiseh~~~ T_T I am not very sensitive to my surroundings!

Wh00t my parents just went out!
AIRCONAIRCON

Tickle dot com test results :D
--

Jin, you're smartest when it comes to visual/spatial intelligence

Others may take their environments for granted but not you. Because of your visual/spatial intelligence you really see the world around you. This strength often helps you better appreciate the beauty and detail in everyday things. From shapes in nature to the structure of a fine automobile, a countless variety of things hold your interest.

Having this particular kind of heightened awareness can allow you to form accurate mental images of existing places and objects. In extreme cases, one might call this strength a photographic memory. Being visually/spatially intelligent also means that you likely have a vivid imagination that can be put to use in a variety of creative or professional endeavors.
--
Creative jobs? Well, my ideal job is to be a 3D movie animator :D
I'm bringing things to life without cloning, which is still illegal! Isn't that cool!
But then, how many people earn big bucks in PIXAR?

A game developer would be great!
Sigh, but my expensive education would go to waste, haha!

--

Jin, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Divine Inspiration

You're dreaming about feeling deeply connected to the universe and to those around you. This means that you're likely tapping into a sense of uplifting freedom and awe of the greater things in life.
--
Yeah. That explains the Rome and sea and disneylands I've been getting. =.=;;

I shall go and watch pointless anime now and prepare myself mentally for tomorrow's PTM :DD
Ciao~<3

2008-05-22T21:42:00.003+08:00

Heyhey :D
Today was fun! Luxun was terrible, but I did learn a new word - which I can't really remember now. :) Mr. Paul Tan wasn't bad but he did have some bad habits!

There are dead birds in my CLASS.
Thanks to them I can't really think straight! (I think yesterday I totally said something unfunny in front of Meiling and Alina cos I was too stressed.)

We went SWIMMING today at HCI for maths remedial!
Yes, my juniors went "huh" too when I told them. We played pingpong and tomorrow there's an "Amazing Race" xD! I think the teachers put in a lot of effort! Trigo is far more fun than mr treeman (think, blogder, think).

Tomorrow is the last day already - the last sabbatical I'll ever attend! :(
I feel so old can. Why do I always feel old. When I feel old I feel sad and ... old. HAHHAA

My juniors are not really putting in the effort to improve. They remind me of me, sadly! How? :(

When going home from Choa Chu Kang MRT today with Portia, the sky was really pretty! But she doesn't think so, she just muttered, "Its going to rain. How am I going to go home..." In the end it didn't rain. =.=; Different people see things in different perspective, I guess!

A stupid conversation with chengxin on msn:

chengxin:
do you have any magazzineesssss
jy:
yeah
8days
chengxin:
-.-
..times?
jy:
times? o.O
chengxin:
i mean
TIME
-.-
jy:
you mean ... this week's one ah
chengxin:
eh?
any week one- .-
jy:
AIYO
You should say "which issue?"
is that what you are asking for!?
chengxin:
huh?
jy:
What "TIME" do you mean?
chengxin:
nono -.-
chengxin:
TIME magazine
chengxin:
HAHAHA
jy:
WAHLAO
don't have!

STUPID.
HAHAHA

My brother's hamster is too cute!
It's really fuzzy and small, and it likes to ESCAPE from it's cage area!
The cage is behind my brother's bed post which is at the corner of the room. The computer table is right next to the space to prevent her (yes, girls rule) from getting out, but she still does anyway! xD

My brother spent hours trying to catch her, and in the end she returned to her retreat on her own. :3 TOTEMO KAWAII NE~~

I can't squeeze any time to watch Mai Otome, to my dismay! I'm too busy.
Maybe during the holidays, when I'm in China~
You all will miss me, right!
I know I will miss you ♥

Hmm right now I'm still searching for a compelling blogskin!
Then I shall shower and go to bed...
AHH FOUND ONE.
It's really cute! :D And random.

JUST LIKE ME HOR.
(mood swings are really weird! xD)

EDIT// I hate preview errors T___T I fiddled around for half an hour before realizing what was wrong! By the way I think this skin is awesomely bright and... me :D

2008-05-21T21:01:00.000+08:00

Birds!!!
I SAW SOMEONE CARRYING IT after sabbs - bird's eye view, no pun intended!

I dunno why people think carcasses are not as spooky as human corpses. I find them more haunting than gross, actually! Maybe that's because humans think that they are higher in status than animals.

"I would rather be in the same room with a ghost than with a dead bird." I said. Peilih's eyes widened in amazement. "Really? What if the ghost is really ugly?"

Ghosts used to be humans, and humans are ugly to begin with.

2008-05-17T20:59:00.003+08:00

Some things are better left unsaid :)

Ystd while minding my own business on the net in my brother's room, a HAMSTER JUMPED OUT OF NOWHERE. -0- Turns out that he was rearing it under his bed and it decided to channel Prison Break.

I didn't dare scream out loud, hence I spammed Alina on MSN. :D Poor girl!

Today I went to a friend's house and we watched 14 eps of Mai Otome. :D

Tmr I'm going cycling with sixers at PULAU UBIN, courtesy of meiling! xD So random, & I need to wake up at 6 plus -_-

Night! :)

2008-05-17T12:28:00.001+08:00

OKAY I'm comfortably seated in the comp lab! (I think that's the nth time I've said that, but never mind, no one will remember hehe)

Today is OPENHOUSE DAY! :D
But not very exciting, considering I've been through 3 of them already! Dunno 3 or 4 liao. Wait, blog about overdue stuff first.

Chengxin's birthday... :D
Actually initially we wanted to surprise her at Macdonald's. ^^
But then hor, the Bukit Batok macs CLOSED DOWN. T_T For refurbishment or something, until May17th. So suay hor!
So we changed it to Chengxin's house.

But then she said it was very obvious!
For a number of reasons. -_-'
For one, during IH on CX's bday, the teacher (being very clever) said loudly, "You all making cards for someone special is it?"
Hello? Instead of "keep what you are doing", she ruins everything!

And then before that, Cheryl blabbed "MACDONALDS RIGHT" to Rachel when Chengxin was around. -_-;
Followed by a very apologetic and loud "OMG SORRY SORRY".
Like what the... e___e;

And Melwee had to say "Are you going to chengxin's house?" loudly.
Chengxin sits behind her.
Me: O_O ... T_T
MW: o_o; She dunno meh? (equal volume)
Me: -shakes head slowly-
MW: :X

So, there you go, that was quite obvious.
Plus a lot of other factors that I am not clear about.
Well, we all had CCA on Friday, so me, Portia and Rachel had to rush there before her - and we were released on 6:20pm can! v__v;;
We didn't make it, and Chengxin almost almost saw us running to the lift! :P
So we gave her a SECOND surprise with her pri school friend whom she didn't know was there :D

Overall quite successful lah. xD Happy belated birthday woman!

My escape from esplanade
Rhymes hahaha!
I went to a compulsory concert at esplanade on 2nd may, for $28 e_e
Even though it's very ex, me and Pot decided to elope :D Because the concert sounded horrible!
So we left at interval, and we went to Raffles city to shop! ^^ But there got nothing for us, and we teleported to Vivocity!

BUT ALL THE SHOPS WERE CLOSED.
And at that time, there were no good movies for us to watch!
Hence we went to the rooftop playground! n____n;
Got A LOT of couples lehh!! Damn annoying. And smokers! @_@;
Me and Portia lied on the ground with our ankles in the water and we counted stars. :D With music from my PSP! So romantic hor!

Too bad I like guys.

Haha then we went to my house! :) We bought potato chips and green tea, watched 15 minutes of the Guess show (the crappy segment), then we surfed blogs!! xD And we saw Victoria's retarded face on keyu's blog (go from cx's blog hahaha).

After that we're getting sleepy. So we watched CJ7 from my PSP :DDD
(I think my PSP is very useful, came into action thrice in one night hahaha)
We fell asleep and woke up at 9, then she had to go off. :(
And I had to do project... Chem SIA game! -0-
We finished it, but it took damn longggg. Just ask pamela!

OKAY today!
OPEN HOUSE
It's 12:48pm now, and its break!! :D
Just now Mrs Ee made my section blow individually in front of all the outsiders. =.=''' Very very embarrassing!
And it's the part where I'm most unsure about u___u;;
Haiz I guess that's what happens if you're lousy.

The school gave us free chicken pies, burgers and mineral water bottles for food. :/
Even though it's free, I don't really appreciate it cos I'm SICK OF CANTEEN FOOD D:
After 4 years, finally!

Oh no, I have to go down liao. Break is over~~
It's until 3pm. x_x; So long!
SIANSIANSIAN

2008-05-15T15:53:00.001+08:00

HAIZ
I'm in the comp lab... But the stupid printer is refusing to print the Bio notes!!
D:
zzz.

And I have to rush to CCA! BUT I WANNA BLOG D:
I shall blog tomorrow. Blogurgeblogurgeblogurge.

STUPID Meiling!
I don't want to be a firefighter! (see my class blog for details zzz)

I can't stand smoke. :( And what forest fire investigator lorr!
I shall marry a PRINCE.
Or a very rich man also can!
Hahaha I sound so superficial!! :D

I shall superblog again tomorrow. Lunch. Cannot got prac.
Recess!
HA!

2008-05-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

I have so much stuff to blog about!

More importantly, I can't wait to go back to China. I feel unsettled (and guilty), though! Today's SIL says that I should be full of hope.
Its hard!

Sorry to disappoint any relentless blogders. :/ I would blog more if I had a keyboard, but that would look ugly on my psp!

2008-05-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Stop searching
Your ugliness is within
Stop the potion that
flows from your eyes
(Yet not your heart)
"My life is complete
without you in it"
True words
Of a perfectionist

These are words I extracted from today's diary entry.
No, I'm not emo. If I were I would have died 3 years ago.
I'm finding a balance between venting and not letting people know what I'm onto.

Only one person knows; and she isn't here now.

Jinyao returns only during happy distractions (school) in her otherwise crappy life.

2008-05-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENGXIN!!! :D
Happy birthday to kaying too n.n;

Yay i shall blog more next time!

COMING SOON
jy rants! -0-
the stories behind cx's party!
jy's great escape from esplanade!
other funny stuff! :D

GZ concert is tmr! I'm watching the night show - first time going as audience! jiayou birthday girl and jiayi, lydia, elizabeth, vivien and clara <3

2008-05-03T10:28:00.006+08:00

YAY, now that I'm comfortably seated in school with a computer, I can start my thank you speech :D This is my 111th post!! n___n;

WARNING: very long post.

Thank you (in no order) Ka ying, Chun hou, Pamela Tay, Pamela Loke, Wan Ting, Chenyi, Pei Lih, Portia, Li Cheng, Yu qin, Kelly, Hsin fang, Hilary, Phyllis, Rachel, Meiling, Joanna, Mum, Chengxin, Clara, Alina for wasting your precious sms on my birthday :DD

Thank you Alina, Chenyi, Rachel, Wanting for wishing my Happy Birthday on your blogs!

Thank you Lydia, Wanting, Joy, Chenyi, Zhuqing, Rachel, Alina, Chengxin for tagging! ;D

Thank you Alina, Melwee, Meiling, Chengxin, Yi Wei, Carolyn, Georgi for going to K-box to celebrate with me! ♥ And the cake, too~

Thank you CCA peeps for the useless but WANDERFOOL presents! ^^ And the cake!

Thank you fellow 406-ers for the big hongbao :D

Thank you Meiling for the... um, Sentosa sand. -.-;

Thank you Pamela and Chenyi for the PSP skin surprise :P

And thanks to my parents for the sushi meal & brother for my cakeee :DD

WO AI DA JIA. ♥
alinatan, i'm not using this symbol superficially xD

Everyone says I'm not very surprised by the surprises. HAHA, I'm too congming liao (-coughegocough-), its very hard to surprise me. :P But I'm very very happy these few days thanks to you all! ;D

Let's start from... the day before 1may!
April 30th, SPORTS DAY.
I like sports days, watch people run and cheer them on. But the school cheers very tiring lehhh - and so hot can! But I like walking around, harhar, even though a bit sian according to chengxin. e_e

OUR CLASS WON B DIVISION CHAMPION CLASS CHALLENGE AWARD! :D Thanks to the trackers! I feel happy even though I did nothing. -feels useless- haha well done anyway! ^^

After that me, Pamela and Joanna went to Chenyi's house to do CHEM SIA. @#%@#
They insisted that it was hot, so they turned on the fan despite my agony. I hate fans.
Which resulted in my running tap nose. And the reason I didn't go to school on 2nd may.

Chenyi and Pamela wanted to surprise me I guess, so they found all the ways to steal my PSP away from it, which wasn't easy. It was all the entertainment I've got, what to do when I'm on the mrt the next day?

Then Pamela blabbed, "YOU THINK I WANT YOUR PSP SO MUCH IZZIT. JUST LEND ME LARRHH"

Then I was like "huh?" and I knew, of course. xDD hahaha
I wanted to see what they're up to, so I lent them lor. Then Chenyi stupidly smsed me, "Pamela, u dont tell jinyao abt her psp until she ask u. Then u say u left at my hse!"

SO DUMB HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHA

Then she said "Rahhh. Wrong person omg. -.-"

1may!!!
I woke up feeling like a zombie. Throat was hurting like crazy - wtf larh, today going kbox leh! i thought. u__u; So I guaiguai went to eat medicine and lozenges until swallowing saliva is no longer that painful. ^^

I didn't have my psp, so I was reading another sappy chinese novel on the mrt. :P
THEN alina told me georgi's buying grapes. And I have to wait for Melwee.
wtf.
=.=;

So poor thing hor!
My birthday leh. Sick, no music, stand there and wait for 15 minutes e___e
(Chengxin said its her fault HAHA)

Anyway, kbox rocked. :D
I was quite surprised by the cake and people - I thought only like 5 people would go at most, cos its family day. :D But in the end 8 people turned up, not bad lah. Alina so cute, went to ask like everyone =.=' Even Carolyn and yiwei went, which is very shocking for me, HAHAHA

Suddenly in the middle of kbox my nose started to flood again. HAIYOHH.
But I still sang :P, nothing can stop me from having fun on my birthday! NOT EVEN STUPID VIRUSES.
The lunch and cake very nice, both got MANGO. Which is my favorite fruit :DD nothing beats pudding. Lunch I had fish and chips. I kept drinking iced lemon tea - which is GREAT I tell you, if you have a sore throat and you are determined to keep singing, lol~

Everyone was very funny! Alina kept taking pictures, and Melwee was dancing on the couch in a very obscene way =.= Meiling kept "ba4 zhan4"-ing the microphones. Yiwei damn quiet, cannot hear her sing one lorr. :P I kept "touching" Georgi for warmth, haha, buhaoyisi!
Carolyn ordered chicken rice, then chengxin suddenly exclaimed "WHY U DON'T EAT THE MEAT" and apparently stole her chicken. @_@;;

We were supposed to leave at 3 (extended 1 hr), the person at kbox came to call us. Then Chengxin and meiling insisted in staying there to sing the free songs, piang eh. T.T; We left at 3:20pm can, hahaha, people keep walking past and staring cos we sang so loudly. =.=

Then we went to take neoprints! We saw a lot of nanyang peeps. So many people born on 1st may ah, I didn't know leh. :D Then it proves that I'm not abnormal, hahah~
Most of us then took mrt home, chengxin went to take bus alone, aww.
I remember it was very very funny, haha, Meiling and Yiwei very cute!

I had to take mrt until Jurong East and I was the last to alight. :( So lonely suddenly - I had to go IMM. Wah lao lor, my parents got car still don't want to fetch me, ask me take shuttle bus. :P Nevermind, I'm reducing carbon emissions!

Then I went daiso to poke around until my brother came too, and we went to eat SUSHI. :D The revolving kind! I like I like!! I also ate the cold ramen (small size) and chawanmushi, which is very nice :9 Went home and got chocolate cake~
(Aiyo, I think my family members don't know me well, I like fruit cakes more. -.- Nvmnvm)

My dad bought me the jewellery stand thing (with the mannequin), and it looks very gothic. xD I think Carolyn will like. My mum got me a blouse from a supposedly branded boutique (cannot remember brand, eheheh). She said, "You will wear ornot? Your dad says you are quite metrosexual in dressing -"

I was like, "GOT MEH."
Where got lor! Just that I have very few skirts cos I think my legs not nice only. I am very feminine okay. T_T

2nd may!
Yesterday.
After a day of kboxing and walking around, I am officially SIXTEEN and SICKLY.
Sick sixteen, not sweet sixteen. T_T
I didn't go to school - couldn't bear to blow my nose throughout the 8 hours of lessons and 3 hours of cca.
My parents left in the morning to go honeymooning in BINTAN. wtf.
And I'm sick at home.
They just left me twenty dollars to zi4 sheng1 zi4 mie4! They coming back only on SUNDAY NIGHT. So technically I am alone for 3 days! (My brother won't be there to entertain me the whole time, definitely @_@)

Very sian at home you know! And no internet or psp somemore (REMEMBER, pamela and chenyi kidnapped it)! So boring lah, facing the tv the whole day! My piano is like crap, so I don't feel like playing it, and I can't even blow dizi cos of blocked nose. T_T

So I just lie on my sofa and pretend to be dead. There isn't even anyone there to watch me pretend =.=

I was listening to random songs on MTV again, then I decided to play the old game "next song describes me" thing. Then you guess what song came up?

BoA's 'Lose Your Mind'.
Piang eh, yah lor, I lost my mind liao. =.=

I didn't eat medicine cos of... laziness WAHAHAHA! I survived on 2 fried eggs until Chenyi and Meiling came to visit me with takopachi. We played bridge (1 person assume 2 roles u_u can get jingshenfenliezheng)! I smsed people the whole morning trying to pry some entertainment out of them. And chengxin and gang called me during first recess to provide some sympathy for me, aww. :3

No wonder people get skinny when they are sick. Yesterday I survived on 2 eggs, 3 bacon & cheese balls and 1 milk tea for 14 hours. :D But I never really move also leh.

"then she called, we bought bubble tea for our sick patient and went to her house. its like doing cip for this old aunty who's stuck at home and didnt have any food for goodness knows how long. and who was deprived of computer. and haha she happens to be our dearest jinyao. damn funny la, she's like some criminal, then we send her food and entertained her."
- Meiling, 2nd may, copyright meilinggg.bs.com

T___T wah lao, i can't even rebuke her, cos its all true ;-;

Today I am healthier. I ate panadol and waffle :) Shouldn't have ordered butter waffle though, very very oily, feel like throwing up le o.o;

I'm going to Chengxin's house at 1pm, to do IH! (YES I KNOW very late.)
And later going to eat dinner with CCA mates, then going to watch concert at esplanade! :D
At least got company, wh00t xDD

I got into Kyushu for global classroom programme!
:D Quite happy, cos very hard to get in. ><;
My second choice was US, hahaha, which is damn popular, so either Kyushu or Australia lor. BUT I'M STILL FREAKING STUCK IN ASIA.
According to a random quiz I've travelled 35% of Asia already. Wth! ><;
It's like being stuck in a tank watching the world outside, wahaha ;-;

Nevermind larh. I definitely will NOT be in Asia in the future. I will go some lousy college in US or UK or Australia, also don't wanna go NUS.
Why? SINGAPORE IS VERY SMALL. I want to experience the worlddd :( Which is ironic since I'm not studying as hard as I should be hahaha!

Haiz I think too much, but no action lehh.
I think my horoscope not zhun3 one! Tauruses are supposed to be practical, down-to-earth and hardworking. Apparently they care about money a LOT.
Why do I not see these qualities in myself?! The only quality I seem to possess is stubbornness, which isn't evident sometimes. :/ I think I'm very diplomatic though!

And Tauruses are supposed to lack a sense of humour, but I think I'm not that bad leh! I'm more like my blood type, A.
WHICH IS SUPER COMMON.
I think if I am in a novel I will be the supporting character. I have all the makings of a good supporting character - I am funny, not pretty, 'supportive' (you-can-tell-me-anything-and-I-won't-judge-you kind of person) and just... common?
You can just IMAGINE me as the best friend of the lead. That's sad, but supporting roles are also not bad. :) Less drama. BUT NO LEH. My life very dramatic. T_T Can tell from the length of this post. SAD RIGHT.

Anyway, I just blogged for nearly an hour!
Eh EVERYONE seems to like dongfangshenqi.
TVSQ
DBSK
whatever! =.= Very nice meh. v__v;
True, good-looking, but so extreme for what. Haiyo~

Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.

Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.

You cherish all of the details in life.

Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

How Is Your Inner Child?

You Are a Great Liar

You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone.

You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often.

Are You a Good Liar?

Oh no! :X

EDIT:

I know I just posted. But this is too zhun3... I bold the parts that I think is correct, haha

A型女子　　

面相——A型的女性大都拥有一张圆脸，鸡蛋型及瓜子型的脸，这是A型的特征，也是美女的专利，这种人面部缺乏表情，给人一本正经、装模作样的感觉，其皮肤大都细白。　　

表情动作——规矩、稳重、虽然缺乏活泼和华贵之感觉，但不会给人不愉快的感觉。在长时间里能够保持姿势不变，也是A型女性的特征，因此A型女性在打坐时，能够维持相当的耐力。　　

体型——年轻时代大都很瘦，但没有洗衣板的感觉，至少有某个部位看起来稍微胖些。结婚后，由于生活安定，除了例外之情形，一般都有发福的倾向，她并不属于粗壮的筋肉质，且身上总是洋溢着女性的温柔味道。　　

流行倾向——稍微朴素。对于亮丽的颜色和原色都不太喜欢，衣着喜欢适当的彩色、藏青色等较稳重的颜色。在服装造型方面，则以家庭式的洋装，具有欧洲风味的少女便服为适合。(lace. lace. lace. =.=) 　　

行动——不太有行动力，对于音乐欣赏会及展览会或看书比较喜欢，但对于没有目的的闲逛则不大有兴趣；日常生活有常识，对于冒险的行为本能上抱着恐怖感。　　

喜欢的场所——宁静的图书馆，人较少的公园等，足以满足其孤独感的场所。由于是气氛派，对于咖啡厅、西餐厅较讲究，休闲地则喜欢溪头、海边等较有情调的地方。　　

基本的个性——对周围的顺应性很高，对长辈谦恭有礼、遵守社会之规矩、温柔、有人情味。　　

因环境而产生之变化——不论处于何种环境都能逆来顺受，这是A型女性的基本性格。因此，从表面看来，她从孩童时代、学生时代、社会人士、家庭主妇等阶段，在人格上都有很大的变化，但是，她本人对于这些变化却毫无感觉，甚至认为自己“毫无改变”。

Very accurate. =.=

http://www.12sign.cn/htmls/star/liuyilook2622.htm

Go and see too. Some places also say that I am 'mysterious', and unwilling to open up.

Chenyi agrees. GOT MEH?

Maybe I have too many secrets!

2008-05-02T20:08:00.000+08:00

I did not expect my first 16 year old post to be like that. -_-

Chenyi and meiling just left. My palms are sweaty, must be too long never hold psp le. Or maybe its the new skin - shall post in detail the next time.

Zzz, I think if god exists, he hates me. Either that or I am very very suay - I kena mc the day before napfa, I get sore throat and flu on my first time in kbox, plus i am sick on my birthday!

But there are lots of great people around me, helping me to get through these adversities. :)
i<3ny!

2008-04-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

I think I'm achieving self-actualization.

Maybe I'll never attain it completely. Well, according to some books people with blood type A has self esteem issues. Then I'm an optimist, so you know where my mood swings come from.

But today I suddenly realized - why be so harsh on yourself? Emo for what! The world still spins and people will just label you 'sad' or 'pathetic'; which only makes you feel worse.

In life, we don't get everything we want, and self-actualized people recognizes that. I shall try.

2008-04-29T12:45:00.002+08:00

Stupid. PORTIA NEVER COME.
Not like it's a very big deal, just that I have to lug her present home again.
And bring tmr to Sports Day. Later she never come again how? -.-;;

OOOH
I'MGOINGTOBESIXTEEEEEEEN
So old! haha
I still remember the days in nursery
So carefree and innocent (not that I am not innocent now :3)

I love sports days.
Sit there, watch people run, drink free-flowing milo, chat chat.
Only drawback is that it's damn hot and we're forced to cheer.
Last time cheer for 'houses', now forced by councillors to repeatedly scream shan ge /\ (handsign)

Today I drank a lot of water. I think I'm water bloated, don't even feel like going toilet T_T

OH. And yesterday I broke my chain. I stopped reading chinese novels after 4 days (1 day 1 book =.=) Yesterday I was fumbling with the freaking rubrik's cube - Shin goon says I got talent okaye :P I did 2 layers without help/formulas.

Chengxin is staring at me now with a creepy look. She's holding something to her ear with her mouth open. Well, big eyes are not always doe-like.

2008-04-27T18:48:00.001+08:00

Hi im jinyao and i am currently on Rachel's car to causeway point! they are eating ichiban for dinner i want it too!!!

yeah, and I'm so dumb as to forgetting to log out! so my bestest nicest greatest friend yapchengxin hacked into and posted! :D

YAY I LOVE CHENGXIN!!!!!x3333333

2008-04-27T16:25:00.002+08:00

AHHH
Chengxin is molesting me
...

ANYWAY
Erm I'm in CX's house doing IH SIA.
But we're mostly digressing
JUST LIKE YESTERDAY (but that's another story)
I was bothering bel in MSN
My nick was "ILOVECHENGXINRACHELCHARIS"
then Bel said "Why you don't love me?" in a pitiful and sad way. Aiya, how to love everyone. But being the very nice person I am, I decided to add her name.
Thus I am "ILOVECHENGXINRACHELCHARISBELLL"
The ungrateful Bel said "I thought you love charisbelll -.-"

Then Chengxin has a stroke of brilliance
She suddenly started laughing, causing everyone to stare at her. "What?" says us.
"HAHAHAHA OMG I JUST REALIZED"
"WHATT???"
"Charis .... (giggle) your mum is ...." More laughter. "CHARISMA!!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

She's freaking lame can. -_-'
But so farneyyyy xDDDD

Eckhem.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORITA
You're damn old.
Old witchey. I forbid you to watch NC 16 movie before Thursday D:

SPEAKING OF WHICH.
PEOPLE, LABOURSDAY/MAYDAY/MY GLORIOUS 16 IS COMING
-hypnotizes-
HAHAHHAAAA
Get ready your credit cards/cheques/CASH
Head out to the nearest mall... Or orchard :D
BUY SOMETHING VERY EXPENSIVE
And someone order a huge cakeeee
To present it to JINYAO on MAYDAY ^^
-snap fingers-
Okay,
nothing happened :)
MUAHAHAHAHAHA

2008-04-24T20:23:00.002+08:00

I'm flustered.
CHEMSIACHEMSIACHEMSIA

I'm using my dad's computer to chiong SIA. T_T
And I'm going insane. Half of my group members are not online.
It's not even their fault.
BUT I CAN ONLY USE THE COMP FOR A LIMITED TIME.
And I must see their work first before I can do my part. Zzz~

I can't wait for June when I will get my own computer. ):

Today my CCA mates are very sweet :)
Elise first lied by saying today got prep talk, and made me go to the canteen... Actually I was late, HAHA, but then luckily there was a surprise parteh =D
I didn't see her message until just now. So funny can:

"Hey where r u all? Venue change to canteen for prep talk"

-.-'''

But they all very cute :D
I had a CAKE.
For the first time in my life, someone beside my relatives had bought me a cake! :0
So gan dong hahaha, even though the cake is the size of my palm!
I'm so touched that I smeared my chocolate cake onto Portia's (aging) face. :P

Yes, today proved to be a good day! :DDD
I didn't study for chem quiz, yet I could do all but one question. HAHAHAR

Oh yeah, along my presents received, there was a sign stating "Genius at work". So accurate ^^ -egoistic laughter-
(I'm not so sure if I will be "at work" most of the time, though!)
I love my presents! All of them are cute and useless, exactly the kind of thing that I can never bring myself to buy. HAHA thank you dear dizi peeps xD

NEXT THURSDAY is coming so soon.
I don't even know how I'm going to spend it.
My mum offered to have a party. =_=; But I've never had a single birthday party before!
A bit sad. ): But I will NEVER have my own party, because I have no idea how to host parties!

Aiyo. I just don't want my "Sweet Sixteen" to pass in idleness!
If you watch Sweet 16 on MTV, you will get what I mean e___e''

2008-04-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

Maybe I'm a pathological liar.

I cut my hair, then today I had a really bad hair day, so I decided to just tell people I never cut xD

Maybe I'm a very lazy perfectionist.

There's something wrong with me; I have zero appetite this week. -_-; I do get hungry, but I feel like I'm eating for survival! Today I ate bacon, kraft cheese and yogurt and none of them aroused my appetite. :(

Maybe I'm subconsciously turning anorexic. I must really hate chronically underweight people, haha!

2008-04-19T14:53:00.008+08:00

Original post (Saturday)
HELLO ALL :D

I am in Chenyi's house doing Chemistry SIA, with Pamela and Joanna. We spent like 70% of the time digressing, but we have most of the things planned already.

Pamela is very cool and funny! She has a tablet PC :D She's also super IT-savvy! Like, she knows all the cheem cheem stuff which I always leave for my dad to do. Even if I can figure it out by myself, being such an IT prodigy - hey, not much people know HTML at 9 years old :D

I know, I'm oge and emal.

HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS

Courtesy of chenyi's phone and Pamela's computer

I know you can't see. Because its DARK and mr kuo brought us to m404 (as usual) to sleep. Very random of him, but yeah

Wah lao I hate blogging in the presence of others. So noisy. And they will interrogate me on what I write e___e

EDIT: Which is why I am only blogging now. In the comfort of my... brother's room? TSK =.=

And yesterday was Rachel's birthday! :D I feel very accomplished, because Rachel was very surprised by the... uh, surprise bash.

(I seriously cannot blog under pressure.)

Well, we were very bad to Rachel for the whole day! Celebrated her b-day with a pandan cake and no one gave her presents. ): I was so close to blurting can!

Like, this close. @___@; Bought her a zinc bag with Georgi, Meiling and Chenyi to do away with the current, pri-sch looking one HAHA (u_u sorry)

After that 10 of us squeezed into Rachel's dad's 7 seater with Rachel's dad. =.= So insane, haha, but very convenient cos I was sent to Woodlands MRT. xD

The photo doesn't show my face cos, uh, I'm fugly. x_x Instead, it shows 5 skinny people packed into the boot. Lucky Junning is small, hahah~

Okay, there went my weekend.

Edit on Sunday:
Today I did nothing much, except to do my zuowen and LA journal. :)
But I feel accomplished already, 'cos my zuowen was super cheem. I'm amazed that I wrote it; was trying to sound smart I guess.

... ARGH~
My brother is skate-boarding now.
Like, wtf. I feel totally uncool.
My dad blogs, my mum knows japanese, and my brother skates, skate-boards and is super sporty.
HELLO.
I have no talent except for an above average size of a brain (okay, head) and ... being tall.
And only my mum is shorter than me, so being tall in my house is very common.

OHOH.
I want to learn guitar :D
It's the next "it" thing for me! I might do it in JC. hahaha~
I think I'm trying to learn every instrument in the world.
OH YEAH.
I know how to play 4 instruments. THERE.
I'm musically-inclined!
Now I feel better. :D -folds arm-

(Why is this post so weird? =.=; Am I succumbing to Singlish?? I just posted in the ah lian way with a lot of new lines! Grrr.)

I think I talk to myself a lot you know! I SWEAR I never drink coffee. Nor am I drunk. But there seems to be two people talking in my head... My right brain and my left brain.

Left brain: Uh, that's completely nonsensical, because there ARE two brains in your head, you dumbass. -___-;;;

Right brain: Wah lao, you very mean leh! (To me) Sometimes I feel that way too! (encouragingly)

Left brain: ?! You are only a figment of jinyao's imagination! Technically you HAVE NO BRAINS.

Right: Don't insult me okay! T_T You think I don't understand issit. Anyway, jinyao, I think you should blog more on how you keep hearing that song in your head! Haha, actually ...

Left: You replay one right! See larh, what if she get migraine because of you! So selfish, hor, jinyao~

Right: No lor! "Empty" is nice okay. Not like the super weird song you played last time, dunno what "Gothic Pink" by Tommy Heavenly6! What kind of name is that anyway? Whoever names herself tommy?! With a number behind somemore -

Okay, that's enough. I think you get the idea.

Good night people who have no life because you are still reading this pathetic page -
Oops, that was from my left brain. :)

Left: I love you all! :D
Right: No life~~

2008-04-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Today went badmintoning with meiling, rachel, chenyi & joanna. n_n Very fun.

I am a hypocrit.
Not much people know that.
In order to survive, sometimes being the puppeteer is better. But I hate this part about myself.
I condemn emoness and hate pessimism. And then these days I have been nothing but that.

What is wrong? Today someone asked me an odd question which is beyond my understanding.
Life is very peculiar ><

ps. thanks Melissa :D (i prefer this to mw)

gcp: japan; silicon; aussie ><;

2008-04-13T15:15:00.008+08:00

http://intelligence-test.net/part1/

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You're a good friend because you're Accepting

No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it.

And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge.

You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs.

If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open.

You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend.

In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish.

Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets

You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people

Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

What Makes You a Good Friend?

I hope the above is true!

When Mr. Low talked about knowledge and inquiry, he used an example to give us an idea of what the questions in KI were like. He said something along the lines of "this has puzzled many people" or scientists or something.

He gave an example of Achilles and the tortoise. Imagine them in a race.
Achilles could, of course, run very fast. Being very gentlemanly and egoistical, Achilles let the tortoise start at the half mark. Meaning if it was a 100m run, the tortoise get a head start of 50m.

They run. (Picture it.)
"The distance between them would always be halved. Technically, from a Mathematical point of view, there will always be a distance between Achilles and the tortoise. Hence Achilles will never catch up with the tortoise."

I figured this out during the demonstration at the audi. This morning I started thinking about it so now I'm here to post it:

Everything below is said assuming that Achilles run at more than twice the speed of the tortoise.

Okay. The truth is that Mr Low cheated. The distance between them (assuming they run at constant speeds) will never be halved at equal time intervals. Which means, every time the distance is halved, the time taken is halved too.

If the time is forever halved, it's like Achilles is forever halted in time. How to outrun the tortoise, or anyone?

I think this question is very simple and dumb. =.=; And you know how I figured it out?
Mr Low stop the girl at different time lapses. He stopped her quicker and quicker each time, so that she won't outrun the poor tortoise doll thingy.

Then my dad, realizing that I am very clever when I told him that, gave me another example.

a=b
a^2=b^2
a^2 - b^2=ab - b^2
(a-b)(a+b)=b(a-b)
a+b=b
2b=b??

When he showed it to me, I immediately said, "But you can't divide with 0 what."
He laughed.
I ask, "What's the answer?"
He said, "That's the answer." in a very sagely way.

I think now he thinks I'm extremely clever.
LOL. But wit and IQ are different.
Maybe I would make a great KI student.

Except that I keep failing my block tests and ruining my chances. =/
Yes, I'm going to do hw now.

haiz.

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Edit again.
:) After reading LW's blog, I decided to blog about nyco.

I think others don't really understand my love-hate relationship for co.
I don't hate co.
I really don't.

It's just really stressful, though most people don't see how blowing through a wooden straw can be stressful. But I'm not really here to emphasize on the techniques and stuff.

Last friday I had to go for Bio talk.
Portia had some orthodental thingy.
We both didn't go for da4 zu3, which is purely purely coincidental.
Mrs Ee thought we ponned. =.=;; Because strangely, my junior didn't speak up for me when Elise told her I wasn't going liao.

So, predictably, she exploded. And she summoned both of us to meet her after school, or literally to feel her wrath.

I feel so yuan1wang4 can! It's not even fair. Everything is just bad timing.

NOT LIKE I WANT TO PON CO.
I DON'T.
On Thursday on the bus home, me and Portia were planning how to practise more liao.
Next comes THIS.

I think the whole co hates me.
Well, i KNOW the whole co hates me.

Ode to Deechee
by jinyao

Why did I join di-zi?
Oh lord, why did i?
Why didn't I join band
Where everyone's benign!
No more pitchy anthems
Just soothing lullabies.
Let's ditch all the membranes
Flush 'em down the drain!
No more stupid neighbors
Who complain and complain!

PS. Anyone who sees this, I don't want to join band. =.=;
I'm very frustrated, that's all.

100

2008-04-07T22:25:00.002+08:00

Yet another edit: I think joy is in love with me.
-act cool shrug- I can't help being incredibly attractive. And witty. (And just a bit egoistical)
See actual post below.
I couldn't bear to post my 101st post HAHAHA

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I editted this post again. :)

For people who aren't aware, I put a lot of effort into picking my blogskin! e__e Today I just spent an hour plus scouring blogskins.com for a suitable look. I was choosing between this one and a emo-er one, but then decided I could do with a little less grey in my life. :D

This skin represents my desire to travel the world someday. ;D Which also explains my dilemma over which Global Classroom Programme to choose!

Japan is okay but I'm scared of boredom (esp. if I'm going to pay 2k plus). I've already been to Japan before as well, so I'm not really keen. I want to try New Zealand Adventure Programme as it seems fun, but what if no one goes with me? And what if it's too tough? Vancouver and Silicon Valley seems quite slack and boast-worthy (I am so superficial!).

Imagine 10 years down the road. Nanyang's 100th anniversary. You chat with old friends.
Random person: Where did you go for Sec 4 Global Classroom?
You: Oh, just Silicon Valley. You know, somewhere in L.A.

OR.

You (casually): Uh, I can't remember... Oh I think its Vancouver, in Canada. -beams-

I know I am very superficial and all the other stuff I said in my Lang Arts essay. But I can't help it HAHAHA!

I can't decide! I don't mind going anywhere for global classroom actually! Just not Vietnam, 'cos I'm so not interested in economics. (Nope, I'm definitely not taking it in JC. Imagine calculating all the percentages and profits and ... -shudder-) I don't think I can go for Regional CIP again. I want to experience more things, even though I miss the kids there and all. :/

omg.

chengxin. says:
so what are your choices on gcp? :
gin yeow says:
I DUNNO
gin yeow says:
I'm blogging on it now hahaha
gin yeow says:
Go and see my blogskin first =.=

Hmmm I realized everyone in class is getting more and more stressed!
Which is bad.
PEOPLE, you must learn to relax. :) Like me.
Okay, I am borderlining on 'slack'. But still.

I resolve to do all overdue work today.

OMG TODAY.
Today morning.

SO EMBARRASSING CAN. =.=;;;;
When I walked down the sideway of the sec1 classrooms, every sec4 was staring at me. They must be very sian too.
I was NOT LATE.

Here's what happened. Yesterday when packing my bag, I couldn't find my blue form for the HSK exam. I curse inwardly. Naturally, I assumed it was in class. I would find it in the morning, and go for the exam.
This morning I reached school at about 9:10am. A bit late, but nevermind. I go to the G.O. to get the class key. After ransacking the class for it for 10 mins with Mel Ong, who is very nice btw, I can't find it. I curse outwardly. I return the key and trudge up to my exam room (sec1 class). I forgot what it is. Stupidly, I speak to the examiner about my missing form. She asks me to sit in my exam room first.
I have no idea where that is, so I kind of asked around before I REMEMBERED. By now, the whole level knows that I am late for the exam, and I have no freaking form, which is like ultra important.
Later after I sat down in humiliation, the examiner asks in chinese: "JINYAO. Who is jinyao?"

Me: "-raise hand-"
Examiner: "Is your form at home?"
Me: -silence- "I guess :X"

Take note that I couldn't find it the day before.
Everyone in class sort of giggles.
Well, go on. Laugh.

Examiner: "If you don't have it, your exam will be voided."
Silence.
"Can you get your parents to bring it over before the exam?"

Her expression isn't very good, honestly. When you phrase a question like that, people will assume that you are referring to someone bringing the form over before the exam even begins.

Me: "Er, I don't think there is enough time."

It was 9:45am. Exam is already delayed by 15mins.

Examiner: "Excuse me? The exam ends at 12nn!"
Me: "OH. (thinks to herself: wtf. say properly lah) Okay." -walks out in silence to call dad-

You can imagine my terror. My dad will possibly scold me, or worse, ignore my desperate call for help. =.=;
Me: Hello, dad! I'm going to sit for the HSK exam.
Dad: Yeah, what?
Me: Erm, they need this form thingy which I didn't bring.
Dad: Why you never bring?
Me: (thinking: long story, zzz! no time liao) Erm, I thought no need
Dad: -launches into lecture-
Me: Can you find it??
Dad: (quickly) Yeah its here

So freaking fast can! It was like, just on my table!

So my dad brought it there. He said when he reached, the examiner immediately asked "Are you jinyao's dad?" Which means ONLY I DIDN'T BRING THE FORM.

ME.

OUT OF FOUR HUNDRED INDIVIDUALS.

I am such a champion can. Someone, give me a trophy.
"Queen of Spasticland". "Master of Embarrassment". "First in Forgetting".

My 100th post isn't very introspective, I think.

Sexiest word ever: "Chef"
It sounds very french! I think french sounds very sophisticated :)

My favorite word: "Dawn"
As a verb and as a noun. "It dawned on me", and "Dawn came early". :D Gives me an imagery of the world awaking to a new day. Dawn is always redder than sunsets, do you know? Maybe the new day is always rosier. I am such an optimist xD

Stupid words: "Emo", "noob", "pwn", "gay"
They should be banned. Each of them are used very wrongly and too much!

'Emo' came from 'emotional', which was used to represent people who are on the extreme ends of the emotional spectrum, meaning people who are usually either ecstatic or depressed. (What a cheem sentence!) But now, it is just used to describe people who wear black eyeliner, people who curse freely, and people who are morbid daily.

'Noob' came from 'n00b'. I first heard it in Neopets in 1999, when it was used to describe 'idiots' or 'spastic people'. Then, it represented 'irritating people' in general. In late 2004, the word evolved on the Neopet forums to mean "newbies", to the annoyance of many old users like myself. It is confused with the word "newb" up till today. But language evolves, so I'm not really entitled to feel angry. All I can say is that the word "noob" makes the speaker sound really dumb as well.

'Pwn'. Ahh. I hate it because of a certain someone.

'Gay' is much too overused! This year over ten people have already bestowed me with the loosely used term! It used to mean "happiness", then "guys who like guys", and now? If people think that I am gay, it can mean anything from "ultimately intelligent" to "crazy wannabe". Or, just, "egoistical". :)

I feel like waxing lyrical.

Together forever
by jinyao

After reading my hundredth post,
I think I am insane.
The mental hospital just called
But you need not be afraid.

"What is it on the floor," you say
"What's that flowing down the drain?"
Oh, honey, don't fret, no worries
I think it's only my brain.

Why don't you speak to me, I wonder?
Why look down at your toes?
Are you really not that keen,
Or do you treat me as a foe?

"Go away!" rings your desperate cry,
while you struggle to be untied.
What you think this is, a lie?
Another silly game of mine?

"This isn't love," you try again.
Oh yes, love doesn't make you feel this way.
"This is one step further," I say.
Don't you see - this is destiny, this is fate!

I can not wait any longer
For this game to be over
BANG
We can be together
BANG
and you are mine
BANG

for ever

99

2008-04-05T16:28:00.000+08:00

This marks the 99th post on my humble lil blog. Time flies.

I have so much to say, yet so little to talk about. My brother is hanging around, so I can't use my comp (its in his room, i say for the n-th time) What I want to say I can't put into words on my PSP, without a keyboard. My feelings got so strong that they cancelled off each other.

-rain falls in background-

Napfa was nothing but disastrous. I am officially handicapped - my muscleache is so bad that I can't take anything on the ground anymore.

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WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD

OKAY. Compie! :D
My dad got the new linksys thingy.
I love it, it runs at a speed of 270 Mbps, which is more than 5 times more than my previous connection. No prob up till now. (5 mins and still haven't hang!)

Today I have good hair day lehh! SO RARE CAN. Nothing was sticking out from my head, and my hair is weirdly curly in a good way and bouncy without my normal poofiness. :O

But I can't go out! Because I can't change smoothly from my sitting position to my standing position without considerable embarrassment. I can't bend down or walk down stairs. (YES.) I totally feel the pain of someone who has muscle growth disorders.

Weirdly, my arms don't hurt at all. This is totally opposite for the previous years. I have no idea how I'm going to run 2.4km on Tues, I need at least a month. (Exaggeration, but still.) I just want to pass. :(

Maybe I'll call in sick on Mon. (Yeah - sorry, over-dosage of American movies do me no good.)
I tell you, there's no way I can walk for 10 minutes without falling. I mean "on my FACE" kind of fall.

The previous days could be summed up in this:

Guilt-ridden
Over-load
Scandalous
Secrets
Ignominy
Personal
!

My feelings could not be expressed in any language that I know.
Few people know what I'm talking about, but if you have more IQ than a pea, you would know what this is related to. After Wednesday, I was like omgomgomg. I almost died on Thurs due to information overload. On Fri, I decided to accept everything.

Maybe all these isn't very new to you, but fyi, I spent Sec 1 - 3 thinking that my school is nothing but peaceful and normal. And everyone is friendly with each other with an occasional dislike here & there.

Come 2008, and all my beliefs are uprooted.
Confusion isn't even close.

Now I just feel 1 emotion: jaded.
I'm not emo-ing. I am un-emo-ing.

Speaking of emo-ness, I'm reminded of the first Lit pull-out class :D
I like Mr. Low, he's the perfect uncle to have!
I have only 2 uncles; 1 whom I quarreled extensively with and the other I am scared of (he swears when driving). I have 1 first aunt. Yeah, my family is really small for the issues we have. :P

Okay, back to Lit. It seems fun - luckily I picked it! Or I would be stuck in the LT mostly watching movies that I'm not even interested in. Of all the movies, I HATE war movies! When I was 5 or something, my dad made me watch Pearl Harbour (yeah, I think he couldn't bear to pay the babysitter) and I SLEPT through everything. I only remembered vaguely bombs and stuff. And someone looking out of a window. That's it. (Mind you, I have very very good memory, my earliest memory was during my 1st birthday. I even remember the first joke I cracked.)

On Wednesday I went Badmintoning! ^^ With Chengxin, Rachel, Meiling and Chenyi.
It was very fun and funny xD We kept doing weird stuff! I went home sticky and stuff, the hall of Bukit Timah CC very hot leh.

You know, I used to attend Kindergarten at the old Bukit Timah CC. :D But it was pulled down. Wah lao, reminds me of the time I badmouthed my K1 teacher on the bus and she was FREAKING SITTING BEHIND ME. She was SMILING at me knowingly (not unlike Mona Lisa)! So embarrassing. Like, the most embarrassing moment of my life. At least she knows that I made it to Nanyang, HAHA.

Okay I am getting off track again. This post is damn long, I have been suppressed for too long.
The lady at the office very funny, but just in case I get her into trouble I shan't say what she did haha! Ask me personally.

Thursday involved a lot of talking. I cannot say what ):

Friday was yesterday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGLIN AND CHERYL :D
And Ong Lai Seng. Who isn't very impt :P

(Ooh my MSN messenger is in hot red too. OFF TRACK LIAO ZZZ)

Yesterday was napfa; I shall resolve to never speak of it again. Everyone is sick of me complaining I think!

LIST OF THINGS I SHALL NEVER DO / SAY AGAIN
- "absolute poverty" old joke and GOI (get over it)
- "f**k", "sucker" inspired by someone next to me
- complain about napfa and my lack of muscle and presence of lipids (I should just get off my butt and do something about it; or zip.)
- complain about internet connection. (bad luck/parents, must shut up. also, no one cares/sympathizes)
- address mr low in my blog (HAHAHA)
- skip cca. (not like i even do it, elise, hor?) hate cca. (i heart co, mrs ee!)
- talk in IH and not listen to mrs ng. (i love IH, too, ms yap! its like so important, duh =.=)
- buy random stuff i don't need, like zig markers.
- being egoistical!

THINGS YOU SHOULD STOP SAYING/DOING
- "Jinyao you are so gay!" I know I am.
- "Jinyao I hate you. You are so freaking tall." Aha. Put all your energy into growing taller.
- "Jinyao why are you standing next to me again!?" See above.
- "Jinyao why are you behind/in front of me?? GO AWAY" See above again.
- "Jinyao I thought you are in absolute poverty?" ...
- "Jinyao stop making that face!" What face? This? o.O
- "You are so lame omg." See first point.
- *poke* *giggle* *run away* Primary school antics.
- *happy slap which is freaking painful* "HEY JINYAO :D" stupid Bella.
- Relate every conversation to your life - and its still out of point. Hello, where is the link?!
- Cursing. Emo is not good for you and for me and the entire human race.

The list just gets longer. For the better part.

THINGS I APPRECIATE IN LIFE.
- Seats on the bus or MRT :DDDD
- Sitting with your friend on the bus or MRT :DDDDDDDDD
- Talking. You can tell by the length of this post.
- All my teachers who are not incredibly boring and sleep-inducing. (They don't even know what's wrong with their lessons. -.-;)
- The internet and computer keyboard! :D
- School comp labs and printers! n.n
- Blogging & reading blogs. They are so informative xD
- Workable earphones (which oddly I lack in my life rather frequently)
- Wonderful people and friends who are honest with you. ^^
- Blog-readers! Meaning YOU my dear
- Every single muscle-ache free days.
- Air con on hot days. o.o Even though I am depleting more atmosphere by the second indirectly.
- Coke. Nuff said.
- Student meals!!! WAHAHAHAHA
- My GIRO ez-link card ^^ I can go everywhere on the MRT or bus without topping up lol~
- Family!
- Anyone who has been supportive in my life and believed in me (so cliched but yeah)
- Every commuter who has been trodden on the foot/fallen on/*add embarrasing stuff* by me and bore with me. Oh, and the taxi driver who nearly hit me in Pri school when I jaywalked - sorry!

LUN 说:
i LOVE u!
LUN 说:
<3
its jinyao 说:
yeah man
its jinyao 说:
me too
LUN 说:
wth\
LUN 说:
u ego pig
LUN 说:
=.=
LUN 说:
*twitch
its jinyao 说:
HAHA
its jinyao 说:
I shall put you on my blog, you contradictory person
LUN 说:
omg... nooooo
LUN 说:
u shall not taint my yet to be made awesome reputation

LOL Caroline disrupted me by asking me for the sabbatical place. As a genius, I found it for her. She is way too shy to express her undying love for me (I disgust myself - new point to the list).

THUS ends my 99th post!
It is like, a bit short but never mind!
I STILL HAVE MY GOING TO BE ULTRA LONG 100TH POST.

Toodles, my fellow blogders~! If you see this, congratulations, you lived through 99% of JINYAO'S FEEBLE LIFE. :D
-dons miniskirt and pom poms-
1 MORE TO THE NEXT LEVEL
Gambate~ ^^

Ode to Low

2008-04-02T12:37:00.000+08:00

Hello Mr. Low! :D
You might be reading this so...
I'M HARDWORKING
I came to comp lab to do research for my essay. ^^
Yeah its a bit late. BUT. I have limited access to my computer!

(all goes awwww)

And to blog too! I'm not like the lazy bum next to me who's tempting me to watch Romantic Princess with full screen (she's an innocent junior whom I don't even know).
No larh Nanyang girls don't watch illegal Taiwan shows in school. I am kidding.

I have loads of homework remaining! But at least I'm finishing my supp exs. I did like 5 in this week! :D Mrs Ho would be proud. If they were not, like, overdue.

Okay now its too much, the girl next to me with her earphones is laughing loudly. Everyone turned to stare at her, but being silly and all, she couldn't care less.

The future of Nanyang is nothing but darkness.
Maybe we will be swarmed with silly tv-glued juniors next time, who know the DNA of Fahrenheit members and can recite their birthdays backwards, and know not the name of the new Minister of Education. Or are even aware that we have a new one.

In case you don't get it, it spells "SAD".

But this is my last year in NYGH. D:
My mother first talked to me about getting into this school like, 7 years ago.
YES. Overly-ambitious parents.

Random: I ADDED 1 MARK FOR BIO!
I officially pased 65%! ^^
Even though that is very little compared to my stupid peers (irony), it is encouraging for me!!!

HAHAHAHAHA

Later got Physics. DIE.
Getting back paper.
Got back already by the time anyone reads this. If you lasted through this post. (Person next to me laughs annoyingly again.)

WISH ME LUCK (too late, i realize. but whatever ): )

Monday blues.

2008-03-31T20:03:00.000+08:00

I blew Bio.
I totally misread the section B questions! I commited my chi compre mistakes by reading too freakin much into the question. SO DEMORALISING CAN. I seriously have some kind of handicap associated with understanding and computing basic instructions.

I owe almost every teacher homework too. -sigh- I don't think the state of my work can get much worse!

THERES LIKE NAPFA THIS WEEK. This is the laziest I've felt in years.

Someone shoot me.

I should stop pouring my woes online. D:
JIAYOU me!

2008-03-30T16:43:00.000+08:00

EDIT: NEW BLOG SKIN. :D Its a very edgy design which I less than 3! (think, mortal, think)
EDIT EDIT: For the benefit of your eyes (yes I wuff you) I increased the font size by 2 pixels! ^^ It was originally squashed and it looked better, but I figured since you came here to read...

Alina's blog entry is so sweet! HAHAHA
EVERYONE SHOULD DEDICATE A POST (or more) TO ME! xD

-ego flood-

ahem. kk.

I saw something very interesting on Xiaxue.blogspot.com
I shall quote her directly:

Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?

Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.

Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates.

Candidate A.

Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.

Candidate B.

He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.

Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the response.
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Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.

And, by the way, on your answer to the abortion question: If you said YES, you just killed Beethoven.

Pretty interesting isn't it? Makes a person think before judging someone.

Never be afraid to try something new.
Remember: Amateurs...built the ark.
Professionals...built the Titanic

Yesterday's funfair was not bad.
But since I didn't know anyone at acjc, I could only stick with Meiling, Chenyi and Christabel. xD Funfairs are mostly the same. My phone died when I was on the way there - suddenly got no reception. I was elated that it had finally passed away (and I could hopefully get a new 5 megapixel gadget), but when I got home and restarted it, it was revived. ):

The four of us then went to Lot 1 to take neoprints! :D

But the neoprint shop was closed for renovation (don't you hate these renovations! suddenly your favorite shop will close because of some facelift thingy for the mall) and we had to go to the arcade place. LUCKY WE WENT THERE :DD

There were 3 machines we considered. 1 was puked in, another was faulty, and the last one was working. It gave us a FREE printed version of our neoprints! How cool is that! And meiling accidentally clicked the wrong size for the sticker version (4 big ones), so imagine how thrilled we were to find another copy of our photos ^^

Today I went out with my sectional seniors (so old) Yuqin and Xiner to buy Jinglin's 18 year-old b-day present! (so old again hahaha) We went to Cine :D
Her present very hard to find, and in the end we settled on buying something that we don't really know if she will use. Haiz!
I saw Liuchang there too! Ran into her twice or more haha

I'm going to scour for a new blogskin! (:
This one is pretty but as I've said before, I have a short attention span.

Tomorrow is the start of a new week. I'M GOING TO GET MY SCIENCE TEST RESULTS BACK

NOOOO

2008-03-29T11:35:00.000+08:00

Later I'm going to Anglo-Chinese Junior College with Meiling & chenyi they all! :D
Initially I didn't want to go, but I have nothing else to do at home except homework.

I relinked Liuchang's blog :D Her entries are in chinese, but they're all so freaking funny. xD Just like chunhou's hahaha

Anyway!!
You all heard about the recent Tibet incident? The one which caused many concerns and 'protesters' regarding Beijing's Olympic Games??

I'm not sure about the reliability of what people said on how the government handled the incident, but in my opinion it's completely pointless. I think more effort should be put in to resolve the conflict, not by boycotting the Olympic games!

I'm not just saying that because I am Chinese, you know! At the same time, it is annoying to see how some people try to destroy the hard work athletes put in for FOUR entire years through an incident which they are unable to control! These things happen, and it isn't the athletes' fault, so why should they be the scapegoat?

The media is making it seem like there will be another "bloody unrest" in Beijing in August. By that time, this incident could well be forgotten. For the uninitiated, Tibet is many miles away from Beijing. I didn't even bother to look it up and count the km's as they are so far apart. :P

aish. Nevermind.
Those are the politicians' matters.

Being almost sixteen, I have other petty issues to care about. Like my homework.

OMG. I just opened my email and I see this.

Tibet: 4 days left!

In just 7 days over 1 million of us have signed the petition supporting human rights and dialogue in Tibet - the fastest growing internet petition in history! After decades of injustice, the Tibetan people are crying out to the world for change, and the world is answering.

As China's leaders decide whether to respond to Tibetan grievances with increased repression or dialogue with the Dalai Lama, an International Day of Action has been declared for Monday, March 31st (see link below). In 4 days, thousands of people in cities across the world will march to Chinese embassies and consulates, and stack hundreds of boxes containing our petition outside them. 1 million signatures makes a mountain of boxes - it's a powerful way to deliver our message.

I almost laughed out loud. It is the FIRST email in my inbox! How coincidental.
Well at least THIS isn't so bad. xD
I shall not comment on it in case I get into trouble (which is very common in the internet nowadays in these troubled times).

HAHAHA I JUST REALIZED MY FRIEND SIGNED THE PETITION AND FORWARDED IT TO ME. I bet there are facebook applications and groups on this as well!

Okayokay. Now really. NO COMMENT. (further comments, anyway)

I have to go offline soon to prepare for the funfair! :D

THERE'S EARTH HOUR TONIGHT FROM 8-9PM. remember!! ^^

2008-03-27T21:03:00.000+08:00

I am dying of hunger.
The last time I had my proper meal was around 10am. -_- ITS FREAKIN 9 NOW. My parents totally forgot to prepare dinner for me!

Sometimes I really wonder if I am visible to human beings. Haiz

OMG my dad is back! FOOD

Oh no its just my brother --;
ARGH -tears hair out-

2008-03-27T16:37:00.000+08:00

In school now. Dunno whether to feel happy or not.
I scraped by Maths. :/
LA was okay except I made 3 stupid grammatical errors.
Chinese sucked! ): I've never gotten so low for my compo.

I think I sound a bit emo HAHAHA

I shall talk about stuff backwards!
Just now went to eat yogurt ice-scream with Chengxin. :D The color was a bit gross (plummy red?) but I think it tasted nice.
$3.50, a bit ex!

Yesterday I went to watch Step Up 2 with Christabel! :DDD
But only the two of us, a bit lonely. =/ Stupid Pei Lih lor, don't want to go out with us ;-;
She still went out anyway!!!! Xian2 qi4 wo3 men2 is it! ):

Step Up 2 could be more interesting. It lacked the usual sense of urgency other dance shows had when nearing a "competition". The content was quite cliched for me. Like, all the stuff about "The Streetz" - which is a very High School Musical name for me. -.-;;
I rate it @@a out of @@@@@

Mel Wee is very farnie!! xD

She suddenly turned to me in class and

MW: Is food a living thing?
Me: ...?! food?
MW: -stone-
Me: Living thing? As in, f-o-o-d?
MW: As in, fruits... o.o Otherwise why they can grow?
Me: Of course they are! They come from TREES which are plants! Plant is a type of living thing (alongside fungi and mammals and fish and birds). O___O; -stare incredulously-
MW: Ya ya. -realizes she is an idiot- hahahahaah
Me: =_=; DID YOU PASS PRIMARY SCHOOL HELLOOOWW
-tells everyone in vicinity the story-

I can't talk to her so much liao. Kuo scolded me today for not listening to him lecture us on the Funfair thingy. :/ He threatened to move my seat to the front. T___T I know he means well but sometimes teachers are like parents!

OKAY LARH DONT TALK DONT TALK LOR
WILL DIE IZZIT ZZZZZ e__e

P/S: Not you, Mr Low :D

Block tests

2008-03-25T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of mugging! :D Hope I don't die too badly. ><

And life goes on. ._.;
My teachers just can't seem to wait to return us the papers in their smug "I told you so" way.

I still owe homework; and THERES STILL CCA! D:

Whoever said that student life is 'carefree' is either trying to sound mature, or really REALLY forgetful.

2008-03-23T12:21:00.000+08:00

MY COMPUTER IS REVIVED :D
And now I don't have to resort to snail-typing on my PSP!

But it still lags though. And the connection is quite disastrous. I got dced at least 5 times in the last 2 hours.

YES YES I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING.
I know. Chengxin, stop looking at me like that.

I will go and study after lunch. =D

I seriously feel like (I SAY FEEL LIKE) going out. ):
TWO MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM~ ^^
I'm not even sure if I will go out afterschool on Tues.

Hmm, my life is in a very complicated state right now.
Some things are slipping away from me, some are stagnated, and at the same time new stuff is being added. I feel like a redox reaction xD

On Friday I did no studying at all. I watched Princess Diaries (the first one) and the song "What Makes You Different" by the Backstreet Boys is totally stuck in my head. =P It's quite nice once you get past the fact that boybands are so 1995.

Reading teenage romance novels is one of my guilty pleasures. Like, every girl likes them. If you don't, you have serious self-denial issues. (Blimey, today my sentence structures are really weird. Or is it "my sentence structures are really weird today". OMG I'M GOING TO FAIL LANGUAGE TOO. My grammar totally sucks now as well!)

Maybe I shouldn't have taken 3 cups of coffee yesterday. Now I'm caffeine-overdosed, sugar-high and I have a new case of language deficiency.

Speaking of language, yesterday I watched Wallace and Gromit: The Curse of the Were-rabbit on HBO, and it totally rawked can!! x)
The puns were REALLY funny and I actually laughed out loud in front of the TV, which is really quite rare. Most of the time I smile knowingly, but this time the jokes were really unexpected.

AND THE BUNNIES DAMN CUTE.
It's lunch. BRB.
I'll post the pics and then get off my butt to study xP

-back-!

AREN'T THEY ADORABLE =D

You should see the way they move in the rabbit sucking thing (o.0 weird but...)! I think the storyline also very nice, though being the smart person that I am (stop laughing), I guessed the plot already ^^

Maybe I'll buy it in DVD format when I start earning money (DVD nowadays very expensive ya know ><; )

Well. STUDYING TIME ;-;
I can't keep failing forever; one day Ms Yap (not you cx) will kick me onto the roads of Linden Drive 2.

2008-03-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

I seriously am gonna fail Math. I think bio and LA went well. I hope.

My psp lags! Or maybe I type too fast xD

Just now I walked into the pillar thing in my living room after switching the lights off - my stupid glasses dug all the way into my cheekbones! :( That's a good enough reason for me to use contacts in a daily basis.
I think it will leave a mark. dang.

To do:
Study
Clean room. Again.
Extort $ from dad. Haha just kiddin' mr low ;D!

2008-03-19T13:11:00.000+08:00

CHINESE ENDED :D:D

My fingers are threatening to fall off.
I know I shouldn't be blogging when there are 3 tests tomorrow.

BUT SEE THIS.

Do you see the suspicious tiny icon?! -.-;

It doesn't run, I've tried. But it is properly installed.

Creepy!

It's raining now. Heavily, like my mood. ._.;;

I'll just try my best tomorrow and hope.

HAHA xD

Block tests

2008-03-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

I have nothing in particular to blog about, just that I don't want my last post to be so emo. :P

The block tests are upon us! D: 406 must jiayou and not disappoint. :) Our efforts will pay off.

Good luck everyone! why are you still here?!

GO STARDIEEE! ><;

wtf

2008-03-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

There are some things I just can't tolerate. :/
1) Wait for hours on end.
2) Wait for someone to have fun. Say, play arcade.
3) Being 'ditched' while on the way to meetup.
4) Solitude in excess!

I realize that I always feel very ... guilty after I get angry. Hence I am unable to stay mad for more than 30 seconds.

But later on, I'll look back and feel frustration.

Maybe I'm too dependent on others' perception of me. Maybe my annoyance is unbased. Maybe I just think too much.

"No, you hang up..."

2008-03-14T18:04:00.000+08:00

Aye aye!
I just handed in my IH essay wahahahaha!
I feel so accomplished. (:

I need to snap into exam mode!
Lol exam mode is my secret weapon, where I can memorize things very fast with no distractions. :D
I started honing this skill when I was ten, and I forgot to study for my Chinese spelling aka tingxie. :P

I have my exam timetable!
Today: Bio!
Sat: Maths!!
Sun: Chem and IH!

Haha I anyhow say one. But I plan to just... study :P

It's very amusing to talk to Bella. See below for proof.

NOTE: The conversation below was not edited in anyway by jinyao. She merely enlarged a portion of it.
---
I say:

have you been to my blog?

❤BELLA says:

OHYEAYEA.

I say:

hahaha

I say:

are you (:@) ? o___O

❤BELLA says:

how u know.

❤BELLA says:

so clever.

❤BELLA says:

o_o it may be the other may.

❤BELLA says:

*me

I say:

o_o

❤BELLA says:

YEA

❤BELLA says:

WAHAHAH

I say:

"it may be the other may."

nice english.

❤BELLA says:

I say:

I shall put that on my blog

HAHAHA

❤BELLA says:

WHAT.

❤BELLA says:

BISH.

---
By the way, I was using ebuddy. I think its better than meebo though, I find the little windows annoying.

Yes, my msn messenger is still dead. =/
I downloaded and installed it repeatedly, still cannot leh.
Bella proceeded on cleverly to ask me to help her choose her display pic and show off her emoticons, but I can only see a tiny portion of them. xD

But its okay. Better than nothing lar.

2008-03-14T12:04:00.000+08:00

Today is another mundane day of my life! :D
I dedicated my whole morning to watching Xiaxue do weird stuff on youtube, so now I feel kinda bimbotic.

ITS ALMOST LUNCHTIME.
I need someone to eat with! Or I will be sad and go down to the kopitiam to da bao, then come back and eat by myself! So sian can. :/
I need to be able to do cytokinesis, so I can at least have my own company... Okay, I did not just say that. I would be categorized as a "strange being" now.
Now no one would ever eat lunch with me.

I figured that later after watching my favorite bimbotic show (kangxilaile), I shall go and STUDY. For real. Today, I shall master the NERVOUS SYSTEM.
Ha!

I didn't even bring my notes home. :/

AHH. Nicole just smsed me, and I knocked my foot on my brother's bed for the 2nd time today! On the same spot! Idiot seh..

Random fact:
I also just realized I have a pair of skinny jeans. o_o;;
I have no idea why I bought it (with my parents), they make my butt look so big and instead of looking skinny, I look flabby. But the dark blue color is nice though, it's very navy-ish - you know the kind of jeans models wear on tv! :D

Too bad its skinny. -buries it in closet-

Acks I totally forgot to eat my medicine. T_T
It's a kind of chinese medicine that will take forever to cool down. And it's bitter, but I always drink it slowly. I'm scared of heat more than taste I guess. :P

Hmm.
Yesterday I dropped my phone at Marsiling MRT while my dad was calling me.
IT WAS STILL RAINING, and I still have no freaking umbrella!
And I was coughing my lungs out.
You can imagine my frustration. So I bought 8days :D
WHY did I go to school yesterday?!
Oh yeah, there was no food at home. Blardi @#$#.

Haiya still have no lunch partner.
Sian.

Come jinyao let's eat together.

"self-esteem"

2008-03-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

jy rambles!
I was looking at the pictures Georgina took, and it's very weird to look at myself from a third person's point of view!
All so unglam and ugly can! I must really watch my posture more.
AND I REALLY NEED BRACES. ;-;

Either I'm slouching or showing off my arm fats (stop comforting me! i HAVE ARM FATS).
to heck with self esteem. T_T i do not need it!
all of you, don't talk to me! -rollover and dies-

OKAY-coughcough-
I am like dying now~!
Shouldn't have drank the coke! Like, no one in their right mind would eat BBQ chicken (ultra fattening) and drink cold coke when they have almost recovered from flu and sore throat. NOW I HAVE COUGH zzz

Just now when I was going home on 961 by myself, the stupid #$%@! bus was stuck near Kranji there AGAIN. =____=;;;
For a full half an hour!
So sian. I was getting sick of my song collection (I have a short attention span) so I was playing Taiko (again), the harder versions. I think I looked comical.

BUT I ALREADY HAVE NO IMAGE LIAO so nvm.
-very annoyed for no reason-

i realized something.
i do not function well in big groups leh. i also dunno why. :/
i find it very oppressing, & hard to speak up. t'was easier when i was younger. but now cannot. X_x
don't tell me it's another self-esteem issue. ><;
RAWR

today is a super busy day!
i woke up, had cca, then chem, then lunch, then cca again, then math. then stuck in the stupid bus, falling half-asleep (MY HEAD DAMN PAIN CAN grrr) and walking home, eating forbidden food, finally blogging.

i realize i have a lot of homework/stuff to do.
teachers keep away!

-math ws 3.2
-math supp ex
-math corrections!!
-math pre-test ws
-logarithm reflections
-chi sia
-ih essay (SHIT)
-bio... something? o_o
-2 more r&r!!

tmr i have bio talk which i seriously DO NOT WANNA GO.
but otherwise i'll get a msg of 128941 or smthg.
but that's not possible, the highest i can get is f9 for everything...
(by the way msg shld be as low as possible)

tsktsk i am typing very fast now n_n
maybe alina i can beat your typing score!
but i'll have wrong words since i am very high
or should i say low

OKAY WHATEVER
i should post this before someone who sees this dies of boredom

2008-03-08T22:19:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to Jenzi!

I think I'm very impatient. Post twice in a day HAHA
Basically today I just spent the whole day on the net. :)

I forgot to add: GET WELL SOON MR. TAN!
Though he won't see this hahaha!

I'm downloading Sky of Love (lian4 kong1) at a measly 12kb/s! Need 1.5 more hours to finish... GAHH... See if can finish before MW turns 16 hahaha!

I think I'm going to skip zhou1 ri4 ba1 dian3 dang3 and watch wo3 cai1 instead (lol so much hanyupinyin)!
I am very high now! :D
And excited! For no reason :P

But I am annoyed that Mozilla lags everytime I try to upload pictures on Facebook :/
So I have to keep restarting the browser. So irritating can.

EVERYONE GO AND ADD ME ON MSN. I can't possibly add 100+ of my contacts by myself you know!
ADD XJINYAO@GMAIL.COM =DDD
You can delete my old account if you want. ;-;

Graces Camp!

2008-03-07T19:01:00.000+08:00

What the !$@!#!

I am SICK. :( With some terrible disease.
No, actually its flu. (which is still a terrible disease)
Do you know how sad it is to get sick during the holidays? I didn't know the human voice is such a precious gift until I lost it.

Dad: What do you want for dinner?
Me (huskily): Whatever. -_-
Dad: Why are you talking so funny? What time did you reach home?
Me: (can't even talk back/dunno where to start) ... bye. -hangs up-

He's still not home yet. And my camera refused to load the pictures I took.
In fact, I can dedicate the whole of this post to how lousy my camera is, but I shall not waste anymore cyberspace. The best word to describe my camera is "mediocre". (I think 'mediocre' is too light a term for such a piece of metallic junk, but I refuse to search my fuzzy mind for a better word.)

Let's talk about the fun part. -drumroll...-
THE CAMP. :D:D

I shall start all the way from day 1. :)
--
DAY 1
--
We went to downtown east earlier than the other classes as Mr Kuo arranged for us to help to carry the stuff. n.n But the bus driver who is not very bright I suppose, went in the wrong direction and refused to drive inside downtown east. Hence the 32 of us have to carry the things a few hundred metres (haha) inside the building along with our own mega-heavy luggage. Imagine - shoes, costume, formal dress, makeup, along with all the other stuff a camp requires!

In the end the teachers incharge (Ms Tan and Mr Shone) commended us on our positive attitude as we didn't complain (much :P). I think I sort of said something (did i?), but I can't really remember. Sorry if I pissed anyone, HAHA xD (I think I am sort of pampered.)

For breakfast (buffet style) we had sausage, scrambled eggs and coffee/tea/milo. :) Chengxin dropped the sausage on the floor and kicked it; wasting precious food. :P D'Marquee (huge tent thing in downtown east) was damn cold can! I only brought a pair of track pants and a jacket which was too small for me.

WHICH REMINDS ME. I need a new jacket. No, make that I need A jacket. -cough-MAY1-cough-

We were supposed to attend 2 workshops that day, the make-up one and the hosting one. We had the make-up workshop ("Make me over") first, and it was quite fun. Except that I think I looked super evil in light eyeshadow and my mascara kept clumping together. It was a messy affair for me, but all in all quite okay. Didn't have my camera though, no pics. :(

The hosting and emceeing talk.
Ahh.
How shall I describe it.
I think it's a paradox. We ask the speaker "How to make your audience pay attention?" while clearly less than half of the audience is not paying attention to him. Truth be told, I was scribbling nonsense on my notepad (which is free - the only good thing about this talk. free pen and paper.) while Mel Wee was drawing a fat and old version of Winnie the Pooh (unintentionally). Mr David Hann walked over and took a picture of her scribblings; and Mr Paul Tan and Mr Mark Shone motivated us to keep moving forward ("theres only half an hour left!!" ><) My dad just returned from work. I am annoyed - I HAD ONLY 2 FAILS IN ALL OF LIKE 20 ASSIGNMENTS, AND HE SAYS I'M LOUSY. AND I HAD NUMEROUS DISTINCTIONS TOO. What happened to Rosenthal's Effect?! Rosenthal must be rolling in his grave (okay, exaggerated).

Where were we. Ahh the boring - oops, erm, enriching talk. It's quite sad if you're talking loudly consistently and still no one is paying attention. (The speaker looked like a speech and drama teacher I once had but can't remember the name. :X That's quite sad too!)

Then came the Malay Extravaganza Nite (cheesy spelling if you ask me). ^^ It was quite fun to watch people dress up and quite fun to laugh at others who look bad, like someone with a too-tight cheongsam. >D Yes I'm evil.

Hmm more on the chalet rooms!! :D I'm sleeping with (sounds wrong ._.;) Hsinfang, Iris and Hilary. Jinfaye, Samtan, Joanna and laiweng were next door. At night they started putting on nail polish and talking about stuff that aren't supposed to be leaked out. xD

The only two pictures of the chalet I have in my camera are about Hilary and Iris doing obscene poses, so I can't post that. :(

PICTURES.

I apologise for the blurness of it all! It's all my stupid and unstable 3.2 megapixel camera's fault! :( But I try to upload all the clear photos...

Chengxin's costume very cute, haha! Her hair too! Look like mushroom... in a sheek way. :P

Nicole is so cute too!! xD And so is Alina! But the picture of her and me is blur so ... =(

Li cheng and Jacey! I swear Jacey is getting skinnier by the day. One day she'll reduce to bones... haha jkjk!

Me Portia and Bella~! I swear Bella looks spastic on camera. Portia look so coquettish! She can go and be actress - the kind that seduces the hero in action movies HAHAHA!! I am the only one who looks normal and sweet can :3

-cough- More proof that Bella Koh is abnormal!

Yet I find time to camwhore! :D Who's that extra next to me?!

I'm not the only one to do so though! What's Peilih doing in the background? o_o;

DAY 2

The INTER-CLASS CHALLENGES! :D:D
I think all the games were quite fun, but I liked the balloon game the most! Hsinfang and Hilary made it to the final 2 couples, and they shared the prize with another couple. ^^

I think through these games we create more class spirit, and it was really heartening to win 2nd place! Personally I didn't even think of winning... haha! I couldn't find my oreo already. =_=;

Ahh then.

The workshop.
Nothing much to say. Continue scribbling while half paying attention. So sorry, teachers xD

FORMAL DINNER!!

My eyes look very small in this pic. :P But no choice, I have very limited photos already!

I feel like boxing Bella! Why does she always look so unintelligent and unrefined in her photos, I do not know. ._.;

This pic is cool though I look like I have a double-chin. ><; I only resized it! Not bad for a measley 3.2 megapixel thing. (haha i keep suan-ing my camera!)

I think Caroline looked gorgeous that night, though she is always emo-ing!
I swear, once I said hi to her and she told me, "GO AWAY! I'm emo-ing!!"
Not kidding. T___T

Miss graceful. :) She makes a great wrestler once you look past the quiet and demure facade.

The appetizer, which was cold and unappetizing. xD The cheesecake was fabulous though, but my camera had died by then.

The venue: D'Marquee!

That's the end of my pictures!
Camera died ><;

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LAST DAY

Class item!

It was overall quite rushed but okay. I got stomachache the whole morning, and was feeling quite miserable... until our turn was over. LOL we didn't win, but as Georgi put it "its still a class effort". -gets teary eyed-

I went home by taxi after eating Subway :D
It's quite ex and everything, but Portia paid for it HAHA
Went home with Portia and MW on taxi! Portia says MW is nice but too shy AHAHAHAA

And I didn't bathe yesterday, was too tired! Just fell asleep in the afternoon after everyone smsed me that they were going to sleep e___e;
SO THIS MORNING. After charging my camera and stuff, I realized my hair was damn cool. So I cam-whored! :D

Haha and while I was at it...

MY ROOM! ;D;D
It's really messy but I think it looks nice, kind of like a lived-in feeling.
Pinkish. And warm.

Now I'm sitting in front of my comp in my brother's room (maybe no longer) freshly showered. This post took me damn long :P

Hmm updates in my life:
- I FINALLY WATCHED L yaye!!
- Bought a new bag ahahahaha
- Am not going to get a new hp until end of this year .___.; My dad made a deal with me... well ask me personally haha
- Still haven't finished homework!
- Downloaded PSPtube so I can watch youtube on my PSP :D:D It's quite slow though.

THAT'S ALL FOLKS. Congrats, you lived through another one of my tedious posts!

graces camp!

2008-03-07T13:54:00.000+08:00

i'm back from the camp! :D i shall edit this post soon with pictures taken from my mediocre camera. those people with any pic of me in it MUST email me ok! ><

i go sleep now :D (like everyone else)

2008-03-02T12:15:00.000+08:00

Wah lao, people come here to expect to laugh. =.=;
MW I very stressed you know!
And chengxin I forgot about the hair dye one liao haha!
My memory is failing me!! (Did Kelly say that before? OMG I'M REALLY OLD)

Anyway! Yesterday we had sec 1 orientation!
It was 'okay' - my group won 2nd! I got sweets and mamee (diao). But nvm, got win can liao. >P Portia said her group lost everything muahahaha!!!

After that I went to eat macs with dizi people. :) Pamela kept suan-ing Elise about her shortness - ahem, I mean lack of height. Or vertical challenges. ~~SHE CAN'T EVEN TOUCH THE FLOOR SITTING ON THE CHAIR HAHAHA~~ I can't be mean to our junior. OMG I MEAN BATCHMATE HAHAHA

-cough-
I am generally a friendly and nice person.

Then I met Christabel on bus 961 :D:D She was sleeping before she saw me hahaha! Too bad my phone's cam is lousy. ><

NO ONE WANTS TO WATCH L WITH ME! =(

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My life is quite sad huh.

Well me and cx (NOT rachel ahaha) and hsinfang and sam tan and hilary went shopping! :) We were supposed to meet at Orchard MRT at 430pm, but apparently everyone went at different timings.
I think I'm very pro, I can find places I've never been to before without direction or help! That time I found the PSP place (which is uber ulu btw) and now I found Borders! (don't laugh so what if I never go before u_u;)

Hf very perverted, say I look like jap schoolgirl whom people 'fantasize' about. T____T
I'm very innocent okay! (rofl)

We went to a lot of places, cannot remember clearly... e__e; (Okay, I'm an orchard-idiot)
But we spent loads of time at Sasa, where the person gave me and cx free makeover! My eyebrow was trimmed for the first time in my life! We bought loads of makeup as well. CX spent over eighty plus while I spent 50+. :D

The whole affair was hilarious; after sam and hilary left, hf and cx were in a rush to buy everything. Hf's mum was mad and threatened to "tear her dress" and "confiscate her phone". I think she went out without permission. :X CX had to attend some party, also her mum was worried cos of the terrorist. xD

We ran around in circles (literally) trying to decide what to buy and what not to. We were running on Orchard road until we saw some people giving away FREE COKE zero!! :D:D Hf said "I'm not going to drink it, I only took it because it's free HAHAHA". .__.;;;

It's very nice, because I was STARVING to death and cx and hf won't let me eat! :( I only had macs you know!
So after STANDING ON THE MRT FOR LOADS OF STOPS ON MY ACHING FEET (i hate converse), I went home at around 10 and dragged myself to the kopitiam to buy Fishball noodles. ^^;

I was so tired that I fell asleep watching the Guess Show. >( Damn sad okay! I woke up only at 3am, then I saw Naruto on channel u... @__@

Anyways. I have NEW GOALS. :)
After I transfer all of my newly downloaded songs to my psp, I'm going to lot 1 to meet cx's dad (he's picking me and rachel up to cx's house for chi sia e_e) and I shall shop around before that for my accessories which I didn't manage to buy yesterday! I also desperately need a new school bag that will not murder my shoulders.

My life is so colorful hor. xD
tags:
joy: haha. o_o
chenyi: oo! ya hor! :X
chengxin: haha i'm seeing you in 2 hrs time again!
alina: ~~haha i know. xD~~ ooh really? :)
mw: i love you too.

JUST JOKING :P:P

2008-02-29T14:59:00.000+08:00

HEY WORLD.
I'm in CLASS. :D

I don't think that I'm funny you know.
Everyone keep telling me "you're so funny lol"
Then I'm like "what? o_o"

Maybe they're all laughing at me! :X

Hmm yesterday's Physics lesson was hilarious. :) Besides the fact that Mr. Tan Boon Hian kept scaring Pamela (who was dozing off), we were...

SECRETLY EATING.
hahaha!
(You know sometimes it is necessary to ingest limited quantities of food substances in order to keep sane/awake in class, Mr Low.)

Hsinfang had a stash of snacks which she shared with Melwee and me (you know the long salty orangey sticks). She poured the contents onto a page of mw's notebook, then we were munching away until...

MR TAN HOBBLED OVER!
(Is 'hobbled' a deragatory term? :X)

Instinctively mw slammed her notebook shut. Note that her notebook is of an odd kind with a joke on every page.

Mr Tan: Joke book ah?
MW: -silence-
Mr Tan: Physics notebook right? Hah?
MW: No lah -mumbles other things-
JY: O___O;;;;
Meanwhile Hsinfang and RACHEL (editted) giggles.
Mr Tan: (still on the topic) Hah? What is this? -tries to touch the notebook-
MW: (NOO) I show you a very funny one!!!! See ah..! -randomly flip to a lame joke which reads:

Mosquito: Mum can I go to the theatre?
Mozzie mum: Yes dear, just be careful during the applause.

[JY: SO LAME ZZZ]

Everyone in vicinity: HAHAHA

Mr Tan: Funny meh?

far east pt2!

2008-02-27T20:52:00.000+08:00

see prev post :)

I went home by mrt; just standing is tiring enough, but I also feel nauseous from all the food, haha! (Weird that anyone would stuff themselves before prom.)

Also I HAVE NO SEAT can! T.T 10 stops! Then I had to drag myself to the optical shop. Coincidentally, I saw Portia :3 I think we are fated!

THEN COMES THE SCARY PART. I saw...

(drumroll)

...

a dead bird!!! ><;
so gross! i really have a phobia of dead animals man :( i felt like screaming all the way home & was as jumpy as Pamela!

far east pt1!

2008-02-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

I went with alina, cx, jem and chenyi to Far East Plaza - it's my first time going there, can you believe it! - to shop today.

Cx and jem still haven't bought their dress before today. -_-;Jem has far too many prequisites; imagine if she was to get married!

But in the end our efforts paid off, they bought their dress and shoes. :) I even bought a pair of skull printed slippers!

But the worst part comes when going home; my shoulder is literally cracking (though my bag is light). cont in next post!

2008-02-25T18:22:00.000+08:00

I am plagued by the emo monster.

I think only two people knows what I'm talking about. Thanks to someone I feel betrayed by people I thought I could trust... Its not a rare feeling though.

Have I learnt nothing from the past?

Initially I wanted to blog about something funny, but I couldn't. Now I feel like crying. :)

2008-02-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

71 words

Speed test

I'm quite slow compared to Alinatan :(

She types 111 words per minute or something. Ahhh

Yes I know I should be outside now.

BY THE WAY I CHANGED MY EMAIL TO xjinyao@gmail.com. You can add me on msn first though my msn died.

I HATE MY COMPUTER.
=.='

2008-02-23T13:29:00.000+08:00

jinn [jin] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun, plural jinns, (especially collectively) jinn. Islamic Mythology. any of a class of spirits, lower than the angels, capable of appearing in human and animal forms and influencing humankind for either good or evil.

This was what I found in dictionary dot com when I searched for my name. :/
I'm associated with a demon. Niccceeee.

ANYWAYS.
Yesterday me & Melwee went to Hsinfang's house. :DD
It was quite spontaneous, since Portialim said she's going out and I have nothing better to do ^^
Hf's house is very spacious and her baby sis & dog very cute!! xDD But her neighborhood is super scary, very 'suffocating'... The buildings look like they're going to crash on you. :P

We had pork chop and lots of chocolate and other food, I eat until like pig like that... T.T;
Then we looked at pictures of Shanghai (again x.x) and Hsinfang keeps fawning over her boyfriend and Melwee... well, fawning over herself basically :P

Hmm then we went to the playground and gym.
Melwee had to go toilet so Hsinfang and me ran out while she was inside. xDD
We planned to scare her. But stupid MW didn't fall for it and went back to Hf's house by herself. -.-;;
It then started pouring, then we got back in the rain and me & hf scold her before she scolded us
HURHURHUR

Then we started gambling with dark chocolate pebbles and I lose like crap. e____e;;; I didn't eat the remaining of my chocolates though, its not even that nice. -comforts self-

In the end I went home with MW by MRT, and I went home feeling... I dunno, with a new understanding perhaps. o_o;
(I shouldn't write everything here because anyone can read it - that's the bad part about a blog.)

And today I woke up at 10:30am! x__X I slept at 11 yesterday, which means I slept for 12 hours!!

Random event of the day: This morning I threw my bolster away because it was dirty. New addition to wishlist: NEW BOLSTER. :DD

Later I'm going shopping with my sixty bucks. Dunno what I'm going to buy, clothes??

(Yes yes I know I said I'm in absolute poverty!
Poor people should shop too you know!
Get over it HAHAHA
I think I'll be back in poverty after today. =.=')

Tomorrow I have to go and do Chinese SIA. Haiz. =( It will take up the whole day... :X

2008-02-21T09:22:00.000+08:00

HI ALL! I'M HERE TO SAY THAT I DO NOT PRETEND TO BE JY :D GUESS WHO? (it's pretty obvious) :D

--

Ahem. Sorry for the interruption.
I'm actually in SCHOOL.
NEW BLOGSKIN!
tzya complained to me the previous one looked weird and her parents are worried for her well-being. HENCE, I'm supporting JOY.

THIS WAS MADE BY HER. nice right. :DDD

Charis today came up to me and said "Your blog damn ghey larh!"
I was like "Oh cos I cannot use other skins"
Then she said "NO, you blogged about MEL WEE! OMG -cringes-"
Me: o______o; "How come you read my blog?!"
She: "Cos Melwee asked me to read!"

ZZZ. I shall cease to post things about others - unless they are really retarded!!! HAHAHA -evil-

I finished ALL my hw! Except IH essay. T___T
I really don't feel like doing you know! YES I KNOW.. Tzya pipes.

Hmmm I actually can't wait for lifeskills camp, see everyone in their dresses! And I can laugh when they fall (hinthint Caroline xD). Aiya SO FAST I FEEL LIKE WRITING OTHER'S NAME LIAO. zzz lousy :(

I think I'm two-sided, sometimes I'm emo and sometimes I'm high.
RANG WO MEN GET HIGH!

Let's hope charis doesn't see this. She'll die.

2008-02-16T17:46:00.000+08:00

AHHH :D
This skin is so sweet!
I tried two skins before this, both screwed up when I tested it. O'well. MORE VALENTINE'S LOVE!

I downloaded Taiko no Tatsujin Portable 2 on my PSP! ^^ Basically its a super cute tempo drum game with singing and dancing pixels.
o_o
Um, yeah.

-gushes- BUT ITS SO NICE. Like loco roco! ^^
The voiceover for loco roco is the most adorable thing I've ever heard. Maybe I'll let you play it someday on my PSP, hahahaa (I'm so nice)!! It's incredible, even Voldemort will squee in delight (hard to imagine).

Today I went for flag day :D:D
I saw a super kawaii puppy (?)! Hang on I'm checking for its species on google...
AHHH FOUND IT. Its called a Dachshund, miniature long haired! ^^ ITS SUPER CUTE, with the little short legs and long hair >D

A reference pic:

The one we (me cx rachel) saw today was even cuter! :D It was walking on its short legs (awwwww) with its owner on Orchard road, then it went and stopped near rachel! lol, it can tell its family members apart :P

It's owner a bit show off, do tricks in the middle of the pedestrian road, BUT STILL ITS SO CUTE!

I think today I'm a bit hyper, say everything nice and cute...
n___n

I shall save my emo ramblings for another day! @_@

2008-02-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY POST VALENTINES. <33

Portialim gave me three roses today :DDD
LOL "girls shall be girls" - quote from mrs elaine ng. We will always love flowers. No matter if its fake or not, or given by a guy or girl friend.

I bought a PSP already, ceramic white and its resting on my lap now. :) haha everytime I touch it I feel empowered... No really! The coolness of it awes me. I don't think I deserve it HAHAHA

Mmm, searching for wallpapers for it made me realize that my dreams are always fantasy-based.
Things I dreamt of before: Rome (corroded castle walls and western structures and stuff), a super exaggerated Wild Wild Wet place (floating platforms with performers and crazy stuff), disneyland (bubbles and pink mist, rofl!), helicopter-like flying structures with doraemon's head spinning thing (works on kinetic energy, floats when we CYCLE in it), odd and exaggerated theme parks with elephants that are as tall as my HDB flat, pangya-worthy golf resorts with fireworks and loads of other stuff.

I think I am emotionally-oppressed. If not why I dream of so exaggerated stuff? I rarely dream of real life things. Once I dreamt of me shopping in a ulu book store, but the story ends with my grandfather getting killed by a mob.

Mel Wee is damn cute (she won't read this so nvm hahaha).

in class.
SUDDENLY

MW: You NEVER ACHIEVE......
Me: ??
MW: haha. -silence-
Me: What you talking?
MW: nvm. -realizes she is sprouting rubbish- HAHAHA
Me: I'm going to post that.

...later.

Me: You're such a blonde.
MW: ...
Me: You know what I mean, don't you?
MW: YES. Dumb blonde.
Me: Then you're not dumb anymore. Congratulations.

and today.

MW: -excited at new idea- I'm going to write a letter JIGSAW STYLE. -raises scissors to blank paper-
Me: (wtf) You have to write the letter first, before you cut.
MW: Oh. Right.
hahahah you so clever omg

minutes later.

MW: You mean I must draw picture also ah. :/
Me: yeah. otherwise how to piece?
MW: -ponders-.
Me: DRAW AT THE BACK LARH.
MW: Oh yes! HAHA you so clever. even though I don't want to admit it
Me: ._.;;;

Lucky she's not American, if not got blonde hair how?
SHE WILL APPEAR IN ONLINE JOKES.

Portia lim also did a lot of such stuff.

Picture this: In camp, Portia takes out her transparent bag of clothes for changing.

Portia: OMG STOP LOOKING AT MY THINGS. -stuff clothes into transparent bag-
Me: Your bag is... transparent. o_o
Portia: AHHHHHH -goes insane and embarrassed-

I don't mean to call people stupid, but... =/
OH WELL.
I still love them. :)

Much love to the people I know.
And you for (still) coming to this blog.

2008-02-12T20:49:00.000+08:00

I am blogging from my PSP! :D Its hard to type so I will not say much.

I'm watching tv while doing IH research on this. :) I feel so empowered!

Tmr I'm going with my primary schl friends to watch CJ7! >] I watched Kungfu Dunk in CNY.. It wasn't bad :D

Enough blogging for now. HW time ;-;

2008-02-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

JY blabs more again. (Don't read if you're emo, you might kill yourself.. :X)
Hmm, you know how those talented people say they have a notebook on hand, and how when they get an idea, they quickly jot it down?
I can never do that.
I always think and think and think whenever no one talks to me - and I think about EVERYTHING under the sun, basically. Sometimes I get a wild idea that I want to post on my blog, and when I finally log onto blogger I think "nah, forget it. people who read this will think i'm mad and have no life" blahblah.

Basically, I care too much about what others think.
Even though you might not realise that.

In my earlier days I used to say things without thinking. I offended loads of people. And I got myself somewhat depressed. (Did you know I spent my Pri 3 recesses walking around the school garden? :P While chewing on some burger or something, of course.)

Well anyways, contrary to popular belief I actually think of myself as an "emo, unsociable person". Which is why I love the internet so much, because people couldn't "see" me and I can express myself freely.
I've been surfing the net since P3 (again, haha) and learnt HTML by P4. I made friends with teens from all over the world by 9, too, when playing Neopets. Until sec 3, I spent large amounts of my allowance on Maplesea, just to "beautify" my character.

For what? People ask. For fun.

The cyber world fills a hole in my world. In it, I am free. I can say things I can't usually say to people in real life, and I roam as I liked. In 'reel-life' I am the goddess of HTML, Paint shop pro plus a millionaire (of cybercash, depending on the context) while in 'real-life' I am the tall girl aka odd-one-out who doesn't do homework and isn't serious.

Which is better? =/

At the end of the day, so what? So what if I know how to construct a webpage or I teach people how to edit their photos? So what if I taught my dad his first smiley? I can't run away from my life forever, you know.

Interestingly, now I'm thinking of the exact thing I posted.
"Oh no, maybe i shouldn't post this, ppl will think i'm emo :("
But what the heck.

End blab

Today I went out with my Pri sch friends. Zi Ao is super tall (and HE had a PSP!). I think Chunhou is very cute, harharhar! He's like a dark chocolate muffin man (uber tanned and always smiley).

I think my life is filled with cute people. Like, everyone in my class is kind of cute. Except me.
(I am so AWKWARD in comparison can. ugh.)

I think 406 is indeed improving this year. Everyone is more serious now, and I feel happy going to school everyday. Not that I wasn't happy last year. xD Also, I totally look forward to camp, I admit. It's fun to see how everyone would so-called 'transform'! Especially Bella koh hohoho!

It is hours to CNY. :D I love CNY, because it signifies "MONEY" and "DUMPLINGS".
I love them equally. ^^ Especially the latter with coke.

I am guilty of drinking coffee, tea and coke - I heard that they stain your teeth yellow. My teeth are going to be ORANGE soon, for goodness' sake, but who cares.

HAHAHA.

I feel a lot better after venting.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR in advance~``
I want to express my love to all my classmates and friends and family members <3333>

i appreciate your suffering, fellow blogder, by reading this random + boring post. you must be really bored if you read the whole thing or even came here in the first place.

2008-02-04T09:16:00.000+08:00

IT'S MONDAY. D:

countdown to $$cny$$: 3 DAYS
countdown to seeing Pri sch ppl: 2 DAYS

Argh. I still have so much homework to do today! ): No more food for me.

AHHH I HAVE TO DO LA NOW. :( BYEBYE.

2008-01-31T12:35:00.000+08:00

I'm in school now :DD
I got a sweet for my Bio quiz, and I passed my Physics quiz! so happy harhahar

Today I had to "host" a guy from China =P
He's super shy, and doesn't talk unless I talk to him. He couldn't understand the lessons, so I think he's super bored. Poor him. He's grade 8 in piano, and likes CS. Normal.

Later still got rehearsal and Physics and Chem. :/ So dry.
Today is a very tiring day.

Yesterday was very funny, me and Portia were folding paper flowers while Cheryl and Xinyu shelved books! :P Poor them!

2008-01-26T21:54:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness.
need i say more?

My connection is really sucky. It downloads at, what, 2kb/s and it says that it is connected at 54mbps. Bullshit.

Nothing like a crappy connection to ruin the day for you.

2008-01-26T15:13:00.000+08:00

Yay, another new layout :)
It is like a breath of fresh air. I like how the girl slouches in the photo. Kind of like me.

I haven't started looking for my Graces camp dress yet. For the uninitiated, it is like a mini prom. But it seems less formal... or maybe Singaporeans are just less dressy. I don't know.

People have advised me not to wear short dresses; but personally I find the idea of wearing a gown in camp weird. All the girls in Mr Kuo's photos wore short cocktail dresses. :/

It's terrible being tall, trust me.

I'm currently at Episode 50 of bleach! :DD
It's getting nicer and nicer. And silly Rukia is still not saved.

I love Saturdays. They're everything but busy and hectic.

2008-01-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

OMG.

Everytime I go online it is a test of my patience. There is no better way to make me lose my patience by disconnecting every twenty minutes, making video download impossible (as it takes exactly half an hour).

I don't hate my connection.
I loathe it.

When you want to practise being patient and understanding, give me a call. I'll let you use my connection. (Broadband my arse.) Youtube is a lifesaver. Problem is, its 5 mins to Coffee Prince.

WHY? WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE IN MY LIFE TO SUFFER FROM SUCKY CONNECTIONS. WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?!

By the time download completes, I could have written a book. And that is IF it doesn't disconnect even once - the chances are slimmer than the PSP 2000.

I've finished venting. Download still isn't complete.

Coffee Prince is starting.

ARGH. My internet connection is such a wet blanket. I hate Starhub.

Yes, I do, you ugly star thing.

2008-01-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

Okay. I'm pathetic - I spent half the day searching for information to help me decide on what to buy while idling on facebook.

-cough-.

SKYPE will be coming to PSP. this MONTH.

That's reason enough for EVERYONE to get one of the hi-def, gaming, movie-watching, web-surfing, music-listening hot things that look cool.
Besides, the super-cute game "Taiko" is available on PSP too, even if it doesn't have a touchscreen - but it will have unique PSP functions. :D Also, I can buy PSP keyboard/camera/microphones to go with my hot new gadget.

I won't go into details. But this is enough to make me go "Nintendo what?".

Imagine calling your friends on their PSP. Oh yeah. That's totally possible if everyone has a PSP. Guess which company will be rolling in money soon?

I have to bid goodbye to my angpau money and savings soon. Not like I have loads of savings. I'll make up for it in Nov/dec this year, where I'll be the cool person with a PSP, laptop, and loads of money.

Okay I'm not making sense.

But I'm keeping my eyes the baby pink Sony PSP Slim/2000. x)

Gawk all you want...

OMG.
LOOK AT THE SITE.

http://blog.ebuddy.com/index.php/ebuddy-blog/playstation-portable-version/

I now have no other reason to NOT buy a PSP. Honestly, MSN?!

2008-01-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

I spent an afternoon researching about my next big expenditure, the PSP - and ended up totally confused and trapped in the cyber world.

So, there are two types of Sony PSP - original, and slim. So, the newer one, "Slim/2000" is obviously better. Fine. And it should cost more (2nd hand-wise).

And then, the PSP has no touchscreen. wtf. Now I'm torn between the PSP and the PSP, apple itouch, or the iphone.

However, the PSP boasts internet access and wifi connection. It also has a web-browser, but doesn't that means that a touchscreen is a necessity?

And then, I find out that some "Homebrewers" are producing a touchscreen adapter thing for the PSP. Which costs more money.

Then I go back and consider my options. Nintendo DS has a touch screen (it has 2 screens, one of them being a touch screen). It also has a larger game library. It also has a longer battery life.

But the PSP has a bigger screen with better resolution. And, the DS doesn't have video/audio playback functions without an adapter, which means it will be useless when I'm walking home, not playing games.

However, the DS seemed more durable, and several internet review sources have claimed that the PSP is susceptible to fingerprints and scratches.

Argh. Is it that hard to buy a gaming console/media player with no faults?! HUH?!

Seemed like it is. .___.;
Maybe I'll just lug my laptop (when i get one, that is) everywhere. Or I'll buy a multi-function phone.

I HATE TECHNOLOGY.

Okay, I don't..
-faints in confusion-

2008-01-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

-sigh-. I hate reading blogs.
They make me feel like I'm prying into someone's privacy. D:
Especially if the blogger is feeling emotional at the moment. And normally when people blog, they are freaking out.

So I shall stop reading blogs. (Unless you guys post something happy.)

I have no idea why you're reading this too. :) But I will try not to sound too emotional... or sad.

ANYWAY, I LOVE MY TENANT.
No, she's turning into my friend now. :D I shall call her Maggie from now onwards.
Maggie reminds me of the landlord in Kung Fu Hustle, but let's not go there.

MAGGIE LENT ME HER UBER HUGE SCREEN MP4 YESTERDAY.
Well, it shouldn't be called an MP4, seeing that it can only play mpeg videos, but...
IT'S SO COOL :DD

Pardon my cheesiness...
I just realized how wonderful the world is. People, learn to appreciate life! So what if you have tons of homework waiting for you. You are surrounded by wonderful people.

It is a new year! Let us bury old hatchets, and be nice to everyone! Begone with the awful or sad things that have happened in the past!

For a start, I love you guys! Like you there! READING MY BLOG YOU.

CHEERS. :)
(and tag me!)

2008-01-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

My life is so full of tactless people.

I am so stunned. I can't find the words to describe the major faux pas that my dad made. You don't just knock on people's door and demand that they stop using the computer. You just don't.

I may not have the highest EQ in the world, but I know how to politely compromise and keep to it. My dad doesn't. Oh yeah. I don't know if its a male thing or not, but it makes me sick.

It's not that it isn't okay for me to ask to use the comp when I want to, you see. I'VE ALREADY TOLD HIM THAT I WOULD BE USING THE COMP LATER. And I just casually asked my dad if he could lend me use his computer, cos he's peeling oranges and plopped in front of the tele.
Oh no. "You'll get my computer full of viruses!" Funny thing for him to say, since he's the one downloading "Prison Break" and random korean shows from HIS ultra slow and loaded computer!

There is something twisted about parents. Which is why I fear being one some day, cos my kid will be mad at me, locked up in his/her brother's room, blogging furiously.

2008-01-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

School has started. D:
My teachers are generally okay, but the rest of my classmates don't think so. Well, I think I could live with them. IF I stop dozing off in class, and remember to hand in my homework.

To do list for tomorrow:
Research for LA and IH (SIA)
Math WS 15 and 16.1 (redo)
Math Portfolio Foreword
Chem WS
STUDY MATHS.

Argh. And apparently my LA teacher read people's blogs.
Which is NOT GOOD.
Mr Low, if you're reading this, DON'T. T_T (-paranoid-)

I need coffee. @_@

2007-12-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

I haven't said it before yet.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

albeit belated. Still.

I HAVE TO START REVISING. I have forgotten everything!
I STILL DUNNO HOW THE BOWMAN CAPSULE WORKS.
but wth. :)

I am quite hyper now. Without reason. Maybe because I coded the jukebox. By the way, LISTEN TO IT!! The songs are soothy and nice.

Anyway.
ELISE IS FUN TO TALK TO.

Elise says:
lol..hello

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
happy new year!

Elise says:
havent yet la...still got many days!!

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
really?

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
oh.

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
HAHA. merry christmas then.

Elise says:
over alr la..

Elise says:
hahaha jinyao has serious time misconception..>.<

Elise says:
lol!

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
haha

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
nvm

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIU CHANG

Elise says:
o.0 liu chang's birthday over le!

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
meh?

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
ok

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUQIN

Elise says:
LOL! JINYAOISMAD!!

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
NO (weird smiley of guy shaking head)

ph33r thy jaywhyness says:
-watch him bob-

Elise says:
o.0 o.0 o.0

2007-12-23T21:18:00.000+08:00

I just came back from a very full dinner at a friend's house. The friend in question is now in University, making me feel older than ever. :X

KOREAN DRAMAS ARE SO NICE. -babbling again.-
I mean, the HuangZhenyi show! The lead actress has the same way of thinking as me. And she's ultra foolish. Lucky I'm not in that dynasty. ._.;
Witch Yoo Hee is also super nice can, everyone should go and watch it in Crunchyroll dot com! :P
And I want to watch Coffee Prince too.

I watched The Warlords yesterday. No surprise, another NC 16 movie. I dunno if it was more grand or gruesome; but the main characters were hot. I mean, they were practically SIZZLING. No surprise, as the coolest, cutest and macho-est Asian guys were involved. xD EVERYONE should watch it.

Many things happened in my family too, those close to me enough should know. (: I'm forbidden to write about it, so...

I feel like making another blogskin. But I still have many things to do, including studying Maths and all my other subjects.

ARGH. WHY IS SCHOOL REOPENING SO SOON.

AND I'M NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER.
HELP.

2007-12-11T12:34:00.000+08:00

Just now I was playing Meerca chase, and I ate twelve neggs before any red negg came up! :0
AND WOW I JUST GOT 498 METRES DEEP IN VOLCANO RUN ;DDDD
new high score -dances-

Witch Yoo Hee is so nice! x) I just found crunchyroll.com (a bit slow), which is great for drama-viewing as the episodes are not separated into "parts", like Youtube. MOORYONG is so CUTE<333

Personality definitely overrides looks.

Hmm, wanted to blog about more serious stuff, but i'm too happy to do that.

TOMORROW IS MY LAST CO CAMP. I dunno whether to feel excited or scared, as i'm going to perform HUIBAO infront of the WHOLE CO. And I still suck.

oh well. I'll be back on friday.

I bought my new school books too! :3 There're only two books; both are chinese textbooks (part A and B).

But I still have much to do.
I'm babbling. HAHAHA
-babbles-
-bubbles-
michael buble!!

2007-12-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

Well well well.
Can't the world operate without me?
HELLO. Tall as I am, I'm only 15!

By the age of 15, I have...
- written ALL of the parents letters. ALL. even in p1. even my brother's.
- written to the Ministry of Immigration thingy. on my parents' behalf.
- translated a USER'S MANUAL for a not-yet-out project for some major company in Beijing, China into English
- watched an M18 movie.
- watched numerous NC16 movies. Numerous times.
- watched NC16 concerts. ;D
- been late more than ten times for school this year, and not a mark on my records.
- lost my handphone thrice. in a month. different phones, mind you.
- pissed tons of people off. HAHA
- STILL PLAYING NEOPETS.

Tell me I'm pro. in the good way =DDD

2007-11-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

YAY.
There.
I could have made a layout if I wanted to.
:DDD

On the right are the pictures I took during the trip. If you remember, before I left, I went to look up pictures of Kolkata. And we visited all the places I posted here :0
Cool huh.

Well, considering the fact that my camera is uber lousy with 3.2 megapixels, I am a pro photographer.
HAHAHAHA

2007-11-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

Jaywhy rambles. Do not read this part if you are uninterested in the little voice in my head.
---
I feel like writing something really profound and sophisticated, but I simply don't have the heart for it.
Yesterday a lost friend came to my dreams. I woke up feeling horrible, wondering why we stopped talking in the first place.

I know.

I am a horrible friend.
Those who don't know me will say "no lar! you so funny :D:D".
But no. Seriously, I think I have some insecurities that I lash on others. It's not fair, and they desert me because of it.

When I'm old, I think everyone would've gotten fed up of me. I will die alone as a spiteful, annoying old lady (the kind you always see on TV).

During my last year's Pri sch chalet, people have noticed. "You are always suaning people!" said an indignant friend whom I shall not name. But true friends stab you in the front.

I don't think its because of my especially low EQ. I think its because of my stubbornness and refusal to change. (It surely doesn't help to be a Taurus born in the year of Monkey, but whatever -- I'm not allowed to blame external factors for my failure!)

Anyway. This has seriously jeopardized my friendships and academic results.
I resolve to change.

But will it work, I do not know. For all that was seen, all I do is put off my plans, however miniscule they are. My blog was aptly named "My big idea".

Yet, I think I shall try. I think the lesson from all this is that too much of sarcasm is not good. It makes you arrogant and jaded, but it appears that my current list of friends all don't have that problem.

Even I can see my own problems.
Something evil is seriously brewing in me.
---
Jaywhy rambles ended! Read on.

I feel like making a blogskin somehow. I'm sick of using others' skin, or looking around for a good skin for that matter. And I thought of changing my blog again, but that was out of the question as all these are my memories, and part of me (so cliched).

I don't have to waste my brains, time, HTML knowledge or aesthetic talent (if I had any, that is) idling around. I could be productive, too. Watch this space.

2007-11-20T20:49:00.000+08:00

AWWW.
Artemis fowl is so nice.
He's so cute when he's not arrogant :DDD

Eoin colfer the author is anything but low-key.
He posts videos of himself on his website. :/

AND THERE'S GOING TO BE AN ARTEMIS FOWL MOVIE NEXT YEAR WH00T
WHICH IS GREAT CAUSE I'M GOING TO BE SIXTEEN
And I can watch an all new RATING :)

-dances-

But I can't believe I haven't bought the fourth and fifth books yet!
T_T
I SHALL BUY THEM ASAP.
AND THE GRAPHIC NOVELS, TOO.
HAHAHA
I SHALL PWN FOWL

2007-11-17T18:00:00.000+08:00

Initially, I wanted to blog about how Kolkata has changed my life, blahblah.
But what I'm about to say next has nothing to do with the Indian culture (which according to the locals, there is no such thing as "Indian culture"... but that story is for another day.)

In fact, the only relation with India that I'm going to make is that my life is going backwards.

I'm not kidding.
It's happening slowly, but surely.
Here are the symptoms (or evidences):
-I'm still playing Neopets.
-Maple no longer appeals to me.
-I suddenly love water (PLAIN water). And I don't feel like drinking carbonated drinks.
-I don't know what to spend my money on (like in Pri 1).
-I don't care what I will eat for the next meal (as long as I get to eat).
-Surprise, surprise. I hate Mcdonalds and KFC. They make me think of the amount of chickens they kill and the carbon they pump into our coke (according to TLC).
-I'm starting to read ARTEMIS FOWL. Which was written ages ago. I think.
-I feel like role-playing.
-I let my tamagotchi die.
-I stopped gaining weight (which is what happens to people in secondary school mostly). Or maybe that's because my digestive system sucks.
-I'm making pointless lists of what is happening to me. More evidence for people who think I'm losing my head.

I feel like I'm in kindergarten. =/
If I told myself these things a month before, I would never believe it. I would think that I had too much caffeine or something (which I do not even crave now).
I won't be surprised even if I start shrinking tonight.
I am SO primitive. I don't even check my handphone now regularly like normal people. And that just makes normal people mad because they can't reach me and have to call my house phone number.

Yet, I am feeling a sense of contentment.
I am happy to watch my Neopoint amount grow up, happy to see my Maple ranking drop (I'm sure it did, but I never checked).
So weird of me. What is wrong?
Maybe I will find out when I grow older. And wiser, hopefully.
Wait, no.
I will never find out.
Because my brain is shrinking, too, along with everything else.

-cough-

My Dad conjured up an extra room in my house.
I say conjured, because he started yesterday, and it's finished today.
Voila, we have 6 rooms in the flat. FLAT. SIX ROOMS.
As though 5 wasn't enough.
And as though 2 tenants wasn't enough.
No, my parents have to drag THEIR parents over to live as well.
And they say, "oh when they're gone, the room could be rented out!"
T____T

And I can't complain, because my Dad says the rent will go into my college fund.
I didn't dare say "Provided I did go to college".

2007-11-11T15:12:00.000+08:00

I AM BACK FROM KOLKATA. :DDDD
Obviously from my tone you could tell that it was fun, fun and fun.
I have many photos which I will put up later, since I am too lazy now.

Oh, and I lost my "The Curious incident of the dog at night time" book in the air plane. T.T So clever right. I think they have a lost and found section... Hmm.

I have HENNA. :DD It's on my hand right now. Brown is nice. n.n It's authentic okay, not the fake stuff you get in fun fairs. And it cost only 30 rupees, which is S$1.20. $_$

I'm playing neopets now, which is making me sleepy with all the cellblock games. >D Shall recount my trip later with the photos other people send me (MY CAMERA #@!%$!)

2007-10-23T18:37:00.000+08:00

Today's volleyball very fun.
Even though 306 is supposed to come in first for Cup team...
NEVERMIND.

I realized a lot of my classmates are very cute today.
Like Alina. HAHAHA
I can say anything in my blog.
Because I don't think anyone reads it.

MR TAN IS LEAVING.

BOOHOO.

I must work harder next year.
I don't even dare to APPLY for SMP due to my terrible results. T_T
Slack enough already.

I don't even feel like playing maple now.
Haha. It's suddenly very fictatious to me.

2007-10-16T09:50:00.000+08:00

I am at the comp lab. :D

Hopefully I will pass bio.
Fingers crossed.
Stupid Portia never take Bio exam. zzz

I AM GOING TO WORK
WOOHOO
$16 per hour. AHAHAHA
Don't tell you where.
:X
DON'T ASK.

I know portia will see my blog.

2007-10-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

A lot of people have told me that Maple is childish and pointless.
I beg to differ.

In Maplesea, you see everything. You see the world, you see people, and of course, you see your friends.
Clearly.

You see what they become, and how they backstab. You know their personalities and preferences. You observe how they behave online and compare it with themselves in true life. You even get to judge their fashion sense, by looking at how others spend their cash or mesos (in-game currency).

Bet you didn’t know Bella Koh is (or was) vain. Guess who was an online three-timer. Let’s not count the number of friends of mine who got married.

Saying that you see Singaporeans through Maplesea is not an understatement. At least one person from your class right now is playing or had played Maple before. Let’s face it, even my grim-faced senior (sorry, Lifern) tried it, even though she gave up at Level 1.

Maple was not meant to be a solitary game; it was the interactivity between players that made the game so popular. Who would touch it if you couldn’t use speech bubbles or facial emotes? Hacking monsters with your weapon all day isn’t the point, which many people thought lame. What really matters in Maple is two words: showing off.

Those two words give you many things to do – buying cash items (real money –cough-), training (high leveled people are… more respected), raising your popularity by hanging out (aka slacking) at free markets.

Which is basically everything you do in Maple. ;)

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ANYWAYS. ahem.

I am going to work~!

Soon. =X After I come back from Calcutta, India.

SO EXCITING =D

The orangey line in this picture marks the path of the Ganges River, which I will be going to. WOOHOO.

That's the only part of India I knew before I researched it. =P

More pictures:

Of course, I only chose the nicer pictures to upload. xD

Let's try to forget the smelly buses and smoky streets and poisonous road-side stalls. And let's imagine Kolkata has clean, Singapore-standard toilets. And I get to sleep in a hotel-like place. And there are no screaming kids I have to look after, nor walls I have to paint.

Isn't Kolkata wonderful? :)

HIATUS

2007-09-16T17:34:00.000+08:00

I shall be on hiatus. -coughcough-
EOYs are coming, and all I've done now is to memorize my physics formulas.
Which I still don't really know how to apply.

So yeah.

HIATUSHIATUSHIATUS

How do you pronounce that word anyway?
Heeyah-tuss?
Haiyah-tus?

2007-09-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

Things to do before running out in the rain (without an umbrella):
-Take off sock/jacket (less things to wash)
-Stuff files in bag (preferably waterproof)
-Remove electrical appliances (such as MP3 and phones), store in bag
-Remove fluffy keychain dangling from bag, stuff in bag too
-Tie hair in knot (trust me, it prevents your hair from flopping... completely)
-Grab bag
-Breathe in
-RUN

These are steps you must remember. e.e

2007-08-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

Info of the day:
My parents are always complaining that I don't like their food.
Which is quite true.

I hate everything from the rice to the fish to the horrible pork fattening soup. T.T I only like the occasional BBQ, and I always pray that there's chicken instead of unchewable veggies. Or that there are dumplings/buns.

And my parents are mean. They KNOW I can't eat spicy food.
And guess what! They cook a hot, steaming, spiced-up bowl of something similiar to steam boat without fire. Oh, and there is plenty of rice. =.=

There is NEVER coke or any other delectable soft drinks. Instead, we have ribena. Ribena with so much water, the concentration is 0.00000mol/dm3.

And they always complain when I cook instant noodles or dumplings when I don't eat the terrible leftovers. AND they're sarcastic. "I bet you'll eat it if it's something good." Like, DUH. I'm not old enough to eat leftovers, dude~.
Thank god I have coffee at home.

Don't you hate my parents too? =/

Mental note: When I have kids, I will remember to ask for their preferences.
And so should you.
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I'm revising for Maths
When there's retest TOMORROW =0
Cos clever me left my notes in class.
ALL of them.
I thought I would revise in class, you see, and evidently I didn't.

So now I'm in a crisis.
Either I'm pushed off the cliff or I get rescued. =X
I can remember concepts quickly.
I just don't get on my feet to learn them.
Or even on my butt, seeing I wasted 2hs today sleeping.
I realize I need a lot of sleep.

Which is why I have to stop blogging.

LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY. ;DDD
Primaryschool, here I come...``

Before that, tomorrow I have to take many jabs. =(
MANY jabs
And it totals up to 105 buckaroos.
Average jab cost 20 bucks.
Do the math.

=.= Reminds me again of retest. -gulp-

LET'S ALL WATCH RATATOUILLE TOGEZZER~

2007-08-28T19:56:00.000+08:00

Love my new skin. ;D
Love the girls' socks too.
I have a pair like that.
Pity, since I'm not as skinny as her.
And it looks weird in Singapore.

I feel like downloading songs, but dunno which songs to download. =/
My current playlist have old old chinese songs, which is not a good sign. T.T
Mmm I love Mika. His songs so cute =3
Okay gtg.

To do list:
- SIAs
- Homework
- MUG for maths retest D:
- Take short hair pictures =DD (call me zilian.)
- Practise DIZI omg

2007-08-27T10:55:00.000+08:00

I'm printing notes in comp lab now.
Just printed $5 worth of notes, meaning 50 pages. =D
I like printing all in one go, so that I don't have to keep coming back to print. I'm quite lazy.

OBVIOUSLY, SEEING THAT MY WHOLE CLASS HAS NO MATHS NOTES TODAY AND LAST FRI DUE TO ME. Well, aside from Sam, who printed by herself. T.T
I'm so guilty. I'm photocopying today. e.e

And I haven't done Maths WS13.1, which is due today.
I did Chem ws 7.6 out of sheer fear for Mr. Kuo, and it's due tomorrow. LOL.

I really have to start revising.
I have no idea how to transform a graph besides guessing. Which means I am officially screwed in.

Screwed in is worse that screwed.

But at least I'm not sleepy today. Must be due to caffeine yesterday. ;D
I am super awake today.

Have to buy many things too.

OMG I LOVE SHOPPING HAHAHA

2007-08-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

I'm still doing Physics SIA.
It's supposed to be handed up tomorrow. =/

I CAN FINALLY PLAY THE FIRST PAGE OF "SECRET"
yayy~!

The subsequent pages are repetitive and sound weird, so I don't dare to practise.
Hmm.

This saturday I got a Charity concert, which will not allow me to watch the Campus Superstar finale. T.T Sad. And this is the last concert wif Sec4s.

._.

I have Maths retest, Physics SPA and LA Poetry Unseen next week.
All involves tedious preparations.
And guess what?

I DIDN'T START
HURRAAYY
And I owe laoshi 2 more zuowens. (1 is almost done, another is blank.)
And I have to finish the stupid chem quiz.
I am screwed.
That's not very uncommon.

I SHALL STRIVE TO GET THROUGH ALL THIS.

YOU CAN START GIVING ME MORAL SUPPORT.